I just cant write
What I truly have in mind
Im too tired
Too tired to try
But yet too sensitive
Sensitive enough to cry.

I found a reason to live in you eyes
But you shut them to me,
And turned me the back,
Ignoring me like an old toy,
Forgetting me in your old toy box,
Erasing me from your memories.
But I keep breathing,
Hoping for someday you remember me,
Cause I miss you
More than yesterday,
More than ever.

I ******* say goodbye,
I had not enoght time,
When I realized
You were already gone.
I coudnt say goodbye,
But if I could fly
I would find you,
Hold you,
Embrace you in my wings,
In a never ending moment,
Just like and angel.
Yes, I said angel,
But I'm not talking about me
Since I'm here for you.

I gave you a slight smile
You didnt got it
I still shy as I've always been
A bit more with you around
You still ignore me
A bit more after the note
I "forgot" on your desk

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Hollow
That's how I am
My eyes can't see light
Where just disgrace stand
Hollow
I'm the dweller
Of my own devastation
I hope for demise
My only inspiration...

Sometimes I regret my words
But never my poems
My words just last a moment
Hope my poems not
Hope they echo from the paper
Through space and time
And maybe someone read them
Till their last lines
Endless lines filled with passion
And a bit of fantasy.