Sleep comes to me slowly

But so does the realization of this memory

I could forever sit and wait

But piece by pitied piece my heart would break

And it wouldn’t matter if you leave me now

But don’t stay to get my hopes up, my feelings are bound

I’m *******, shut up, and let down

You should’ve known, you’ve been here long enough

And I can’t breathe so easily, every motion of you repents love

I’m stuck here in this infinite suspense

Untie these strings, break down this fence

How can I believe that you’ll stay

Your love is like a thread, torn and frayed

I hope you don’t mind this, maybe even prove me wrong

And finally begin a story out of this prologue.

The pain you've caused me to feel
Made everything so unreal
All the tears I cried
All the times you lied
Im suffering in this horrible pain
This feeling drives me insane
You left me with nothing but a broken heart
Watch as my life slowly fall apart
I just want to be done with you
I know life can always start up anew
I want out of this feeling of everlasting devotion
I’m through with my life being in slow motion
I’m going to forget about you now
It will be hard but I will never turn to you again this I vow

You want all those around you
to be happy all the time
so you ignore your own needs
and tell others that you're fine

And slowly as time passes
your smile will decay
and what once made you happy
will start to melt away

Outside you are dancing
you keep the others pleased
it doesn't take much effort
you can do it all with ease

But inside you are hurting
and you wish that you would die
yet none of those that you have helped
bother to ask why

I took a slice of moon and put it in my hair,
But you didn’t say
I glowed.
I scattered the stars in my eyes,
But you didn’t say
I shone.
I splashed the blue ocean water on my face,
But you didn’t say
I glistened.
I told you “I love you” yesterday,
But you didn’t even
listen.

Don't worry honey
you need to chill
think that things work out
and they most likely will

Take a deep breath
sure there is lots to fear
but nothings ever perfect
so lets make this very clear

Your life is a waste
if you worry all the time
so take it day by day
and it will turn out fine