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Paula Swanson Dec 2010
Our snowmen, they're not made of white,
they're tumbleweeds, rolled up tight.
No top hat upon his head,
a cowboy hat sits there instead.
His face and buttons, tree ornaments,
boots and lariat, his accoutrements.

Saguaro cacti with lights wrapped round,
illuminate the landscaped grounds.
Old horse drawn wagons get the festive touch.
With lighted garlands, packages and such.
Porch rails glow with colored lights,
Christmas trees in windows, warm the nights.

Our little town gets all decked out.
Then we gather along the old parade route.
Folks on horseback with ribbons and bells.
The horses know the parade route well.
Marching school bands play Christmas songs,
trucks and tractors carry carolers along.

Floats abound from businesses and groups.
Braving the cold, the Christmas Cowboy Troops.
We all stand up to clap and cheer,
as Santa, as usual, brings up the rear.
Waving his red cowboy hat, in a horse drawn sleigh,
Welcoming Christmas, the Wickenburg way.
Happy Holidays to all.  Wishing you the best this Season has to offer.
Paula Swanson Dec 2010
There stands a tree, in the dark.
Out in the lot, cold and stark.
It's Christmas Eve, in the city.

It's oddly shaped, kind of bent.
Branches bare of Ornament.
No colored lights, twinkling pretty.

Comes a hush, while church bells ring.
Hear the choirs, begin to sing,
as snow, begins to fall, gently.

A homeless man, shuffles past.
Hunched against, winters blast.
Stops, for the shelter of the tree.

He hears the bells and the songs.
Raspily, he sings along.
Smiling faintly, at childhood memories.

As snow settles, on the boughs,
removes his cap, from his brow.
Places it, on the tree top that leans.

To view his star, he steps back,
coughing deep, as his lungs rack.
Life, has not treated him kindly.

He sits down, beneath the tree,
pulls round his tattered coat, closely.
Feeling, cold, tired and hungry.

This old man, alone in life.
Fought in wars, lost his wife.
Wanders, now the streets, aimlessly.

He who never prayed before.
Never passed through a church door,
tonight he whispers, reverently....

"Lord, I'm not the best of men."
"I've committed grievous sins."
"They've led me here, now, to what you see".

"There's no one else, I can blame."
"I must answer, for my own shame."
"I only ask, can you forgive me?"

As his eyes, begin to close,
he sees, one last time, the tree decked in snow.
Swears, he hears angels, heavenly.

He no longer feels the weather.
He now feels light as a feather,
as he dreams, on his last Christmas Eve
Paula Swanson Nov 2010
It was the MSN message boards,
where I fell into accord
with a kind soul, known as Oscar.

Without him, I'd never have dared,
to venture out, my soul to share.
Writing of my tears and laughter.

Though, only seen upon a screen,
his words meant more, than it seems.
Encouraging me, in, writing verse.

His soft critiques and nice comments,
helping me to experiment.
Looking back, he really saw my worst.

Kind words for all who posted there,
we'd come from here and everywhere.
Gladly sharing a piece of ourselves.

Everyday, magically appeared,
the one I came so to revere.
Helping all to see within themselves.

His patience, humor and respect,
within my heart, I have kept.
With poetry, we formed a kinship.

I wouldn't be here, now, today,
writing in different forms and ways.
Had it not been for his friendship.
We know Oscar here as Del Maximo.  I owe, to him, my strength to go out and bare my soul to the world through my poetry. Thank you Del.
Paula Swanson Nov 2010
They say the eyes are the window to the soul,
peering upon our inner being, as it were.
Upon my deep reflection, my breath it stole,
as there, within, my true self was captured.

Peering upon our inner being, as it were,
affords one, the chance, to see yourself in truth.
As there, within my true self, was captured.
I could offer no defense, against the truth.

Affords one, the chance to see yourself.  In truth,
it reveals all the lies I have lived under.
I could offer, no defense, against the proof.
No longer can I live my life with blinders.

It reveals all the lies I have lived under,
stripping away the mask I show the world.
No longer can I live my life with blinders.
I will show what lies behind these eyes of emerald.

Stripping away the mask, I show the world,
upon my deep reflection, my breath it stole.
No longer can I live my life with blinders.
They say the eyes are the window to the soul.
________

Note  Depression forces one to don the mask
of normalcy.  For the world makes you feel tainted
when you admit and show yourself, as you are now.
Paula Swanson Nov 2010
Silver Angels, with golden wings,                           *    
           *         wrapped in tissue, with other things.     *     *

Stockings, hand knit, by my Grandmother,
    *      *       folded neatly away, one atop the other.
        *

Favorite ornaments, growing old and brittle,                         *   *
                    that were hung, each year, when I was little.  *       *

A faded Nutcracker, that by the door, stood guard.
   *    *          A lighted Santa, that would always grace our yard.
     *

All, left alone, in the attic this year.                              *   *
                   To look upon them, only brings dry tears.  *    *

The very act, just...takes away my breath.
  *     *         There is no joy.  In fact, there's nothing left.
       *

There will be no twinkle lights on the mantle.                      *  *
                    No evergreens, fragrant and ornamental.   *    *

The radio will be silent, the baking oven cold.
  *   *           No Holiday spirit, in my heart can I hold.
    *

Just this deep, defeated feel.                                           *   *
                   A sadness that invaded, refusing to heal.   *   *

Grandchildren will call, their excitement clear.
   *    *                   In their hearts, they hold the Holiday cheer.
      *

I'll have my mask, firmly in place.                                             *   *
                   I'll answer and question them all, with false grace.  *      *

Then as I hang up the phone on the wall,
      *          I'll turn away, as though nothing happened at all.
   *

Seeing these things, listed here, in print.                                *   *
                   Just leaves me numb.  No emotions were spent.   *    *

So, I will continue, in this life that I live.
   *     *        Like a dried Christmas tree, with nothing left to give.
      
I live within these dead emotions.  They prey upon me daily.  I can laugh on cue and show a smile.  But they are just shadows of my former self.
Paula Swanson Nov 2010
Cascading blooms on twisted vines,
wrap round the old lamp pole.
Reaching out to the night time sky,
to bare their petaled souls.
The lamp globe casts an ethereal glow,
through frosted, crackled glass.
The night moths flutter round the light,
perform a frenzied dance.

As clustered flowers drape the pole,
in a fragrant gown.
New, slender vines, twine bout the top,
like a leafy crown.
light winds caress the dew dropped blooms,
send their scent aloft.
Droplets, shimmer, as tiny jewels,
kiss, petals soft.

Blooms by day are as a rainbow,
arching against the sky.
By night, the shadows mix with hues,
baffling prying eyes.
Paula Swanson Nov 2010
Just as a boy grows into teenager,
he is bound, to one day, grow into man.
I think it's when he is just five years old,
he becomes a demolition fan.

At that juncture, it's all about the tools.
To dismantle what works perfectly well.
They may begin plastic at the start,
but it triggers something in their cells.

A teenager will start with something small,
a lawnmower, dirt bike, then on to cars.
Then as he ages and gains life experience,
the quest for tools is written in the stars.

It starts with a simple set of wrenches.
Then moves on to socket sets and ratchet.
Not just ASE, they need metric as well.
A tool store is a veritable banquet.

Metal worker, wood crafter, mechanic,
Plumber a welder and electrician.
Wrapped up in a testosterone package,
needing a new tool for the next mission.

Watch as his eye light, when reaching for a tool,
that's new to the market, sitting on display.
It's no longer about simple fun in an old cardboard box.
It will be tools from now till his dying day.
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