It is a truly rare thing to find someone
That connects with you at all,
Let alone to find a soul that is so perfect
In their ability to meet you in the cosmos,
Merge and tangle endlessly with you,
Until you are completely united in love.

Immersing ourselves in one another,
Feeling, thinking, connecting, loving,
Those are the moments that I live for.
The tangible sense that we are existing
Where everything is everything,
And we can overcome anything together.

My soul is so lucky to be loved by yours,
And so privileged to able to love in return.
Every day that we share in this lifetime,
Every second in that tantric embrace,
Feels like reaching mental paradise;
Passionate pleasure between soulmates.

The night air was filled with fog,
And the clouds hung thick and dark
Over the stars that we had been written in,
On the day that we came back together
After three long years apart.

We wandered blindly through the darkness,
Just as we had for years beforehand,
Searching for one another,
Knowing that we both needed something,
Not yet aware of just how right we were.

Bathed in supernatural streetlight,
We finally found each other,
Along with the feeling
We didn’t even know had been missing
From our lives for so **** long.

No matter what happens,
Whether we make it through the night or not,
We will always have that moment in the light,
You will always have my heart and soul,
I am always the boy at the end of your street.

We fell in love
In the same way that I’d been
Affected by you
The very first time that I saw you;
Immediately, beautifully, completely.

Ever since we started
We’ve been a tornado
And a volcano;
To be honest I still can’t tell
Which of us is which.

But honestly
Those descriptors feel inadequate
When you consider us in totality,
We are far more than destructive winds
And red hot pain.

We are also
The sunshine that you feel
On a cool spring day,
Those blessed drops of rain
In a Melbourne heatwave,
The awe inspiring thunderstorm
That often tends to follow,
And the perilously faint rainbow
Which signals the storm has passed.

More than any chaotic iteration,
In retrospect,
I’ve come to love our peace.

The prince of cats was wrong,
We needn’t hate the word.
And although we wear the title well,
We don’t always need to be crowned
The King & Queen of Chaotic Love.

There’s no need to fight now,
Unless our King & Queendom
Come under threat,
And if that day comes
We will face it together.

So together
Let’s take off our armour,
Put down our weapons
Find our way to each other,
And let’s go home together.

My fingers slowly move in circles.
My eyes fixed on the small section of shirt
That they are gently exploring,
As you ask me to describe
What sits just underneath the surface.

Soft skin,
Perfectly smooth and white,
A small circle of the palest pink.
Somehow, impossibly, even softer still,
With a textured dome perfectly centred
And just the right shade darker.

As I paint the scene with words,
You begin to respond physically,
But always continuing to speak.
I outline what I do to you,
Describing all my favourite tricks,
Knowing how much they turn you on.

Just as I start to think I’m in control,
I am humbled as the balance starts to shift.
You detail every little thing
That you know I like to do,
That I like to have done,
And precisely why I like them.

It was like nothing I had ever experienced,
The sheer intimacy
Of being so well known and understood.
Our connection from soul to soul,
Even stronger and more vivid,
Than our usual cerebral link.

There was something new under the sun,
Something I had never known existed,
And it was so fundamentally connected
To life and love and ***,
Such cornerstones of my identity.

It was the softness,
That struck me more than anything,
Being known so completely
By someone that I loved.
It made me see the stark lack of love,
That had coloured my life
Before you.

I’m proud to have wept in that moment.
I love that you held me,
Let me put on “Breathe Me”
And experience that flood of feelings.

I had never felt so loved,
Nor had a moment so intimate.
My whole life could have gone by
Never knowing those feelings existed,
But thanks to you I have
The most incomparable human experience,
Forever in my mind and heart.
For that, I am eternally grateful.