Mga daliri’y nanginginig

Aking mga labi’y sumisigaw ngunit walang tinig

Buong katawan niyayakap na ng lamig

Nang siya’y tumalikod para bang walang naririnig

Kailan kaya matutunaw,

Singlamig ng yelo, mga matang aking natatanaw

Kahit ganoon, isang bagay parin saki’y malinaw

Oo, puso ko’y iyong nabihag at paulit-ulit na ninanakaw

Sa mga nasisilip na bihirang ngiti mula saiyo

Ako’y mapapangiti, tatawa parang baliw ng totoo

Minsan ngiti mo’y kasing init ng araw

Ngunit tuwing ika’y nalulumbay, o luha ko’y umaapaw-apaw

Lubusang nagugulumihanan, nakakabaliw

Bakit itong nararamdaman ni minsan di nagmaliw

Paulit-ulit na binubulong sa sarili walang pag-asa

Ngunit sa loob looban di maiwasang patuloy na umaasa

Tinig ng puso ko’y hinding hindi mo napapansin

Di bale patuloy kang mamahalin ng palihim ng aking damdamin

Hihintayin ko ang pagtunaw ng yelo lumipas

Kahit abutin ng walang hanggan ang lamig ng pag-ibig na dinaranas

Minulat ko ang aking mga mata

Bigla na lang naisip kita

Sana’y sa araw na ito

Kahit saglit lang, maisip mo rin ako

Pilit kong sa daan iwasan ka

Ngunit, maya maya’y nasa harap na kita

Ganito ba magbiro ang tadhana?

Pinaglalaruan ang damdamin, wala nang nangyayaring tama

Nakaraan kong ika’y kasama

Burahin ko man ay hindi mawawala

Tila hangin, ito’y balik ng balik

Iyong ngiti, sa aki’y parang matamis na halik

Kay daming masasayang alaala

Pag mulat ng mata’y ito’y wala na

Lahat ng ito pala’y isa lamang panaginip

Galing sa damdamin, pawang likha

Lamang ng kathang isip

If losing you is the price I have to pay,

For loving you in my own secret way

I would rather go on forever without your memories

Than right now every moment reliving all of you that will never cease

I'm so sorry I'm just a human who fell for you

Suppressing it all for myself who doesn't have a clue

That falling for you was the biggest mistake I ever made

Me losing you for these stupid feelings that can never fade

I should have rather go on without you knowing

I should have stopped myself for showing

That every single second, you're all this heart yearns for

That for every piece of your memory would be all my heart would tore

Now you acting like nothing ever happened

With me going crazy thinking about you every minute I would have spend

Everyday I think about why given a chance to be so happy today and miserable the next?

Life feeding you with lies of stupid love getting so perplexed

Well pardon me for feeling this way for you

Loving you, I found no reason not to

'Cause until now you're still all I think about

With this I realize, you are that someone I can never live without

I hope you appreciate my distancing away

'cause I cannot promise you in my heart you will not stay

Now it was as if everything will only be a memory of you and me

With you being my most beautiful nightmare that could ever be.

I've been lying to myself all this time

All this time because I know you'll never be mine

This deceitful face in front of you I use

Feeding you with bunch of lies, I couldn't take if you I had to lose

Those three words I would always tell you everyday

Is the only truthful thing despite those lies just so you'd stay

I'm sorry, I promised myself, I wouldn't fall, I couldn't fall

I wouldn't fall for you, I can never break between us this unbreakable wall

Whenever you're gone, there would always be an empty feeling within me

But whenever you're here right beside me, Oh how my heart would warm up when you're the one I see

How easy for you, it would take no effort to make me smile

In return, I'd always be there for you even if I had to run a thousand miles

I just really hope that this deceitful face would never reveal

Would never reveal what my heart's been trying to conceal

I just can't help it no matter how hard I try to hide

I keep on falling for you but I can't because you'd leave my side

Please don't leave me when that time would arrive

When I was heartbroken and dead, you were the only one who kept me alive

Through bliss and sorrow, you were always there

But I'm forbidden to fall for you, life is so unfair

Though I know that this love will never be mutual

I still fall for you anyway, stupid heart of mine as usual

My face is a good liar, it deceives you and hinders my heart from trying

But if you ask me if I really love you and I tell you I don't, then again I'd be lying

Stop making me fall for you
Please don't, unless you're willing to catch me
Stop making me smile every time I talk to you
I look like a weird creep laughing to myself
Stop making me feel butterflies in my stomach
It feels ticklish but empty, knowing you don't feel the same way
Stop taking me to all these beautiful places I've never been
I don't want to start thinking that maybe I'm special
Stop making me wonder how it feels like being warmly wrapped around your arms
I'm fine without it and I would like to believe that "...the cold never bothered me anyway"
Stop making me sound so poetic
It's frustrating how all my poems end up being about you
Stop making me think that you might like me
I don't want to start hoping that it's true
Stop appearing in my dreams every night
I don't like waking up wishing I would just stay asleep
Stop making me like you more and more everyday
I will find it hard to let go even if you weren't even mine in the first place
Most of all, stop making me fall for you
I can't afford having my heart even more broken than it already is
And you're responsible for it but I still foolishly fall hard for you anyway

It may look like it’s easy for me to fake a laugh

Behind it is a heart tearing apart

Faking a smile, but in truth starts to cry

O God, this face filled with lies



I thought I can suppress my feelings

But in the end, all I can hear from myself

I love you, can’t you feel?

All this time…even if you always push me away



There was this person who told you first

I was beaten ahead even if since long ago

You already captivated me

This face faked with no reaction from it at all



It wouldn’t do any good if you knew

The feelings since long ago kept hidden

Protect a treasured friendship

I must bury these feelings down with me



I am so scared of the time

Shall it comes for me to be rejected

This whole time loving you

How foolish but I just can’t help it



It really hurts but what must I do?

I must put this face expressionless

For I fear you might see

My love that was never meant to be