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paschelaco Feb 2022
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I told her that she looked pretty today.
she scoffed and continued on with doing her
makeup in the mirror.
her smile slowly began to inch upon her face
beaming back at me in her reflection.
pools of hazel, honey I am home.
she cared so much...
her sovereignty lied in the depths of words
--commonly not mine.
I often wished she could see herself
the way that I saw her.
it felt like it was always 13:1
a constant losing battle
I knew I wasn't going to be enough
paschelaco Feb 2022
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I think it is more of laying in bed with a person
you are no longer in love with and searching
for every reason to stay as they each
dissipate before your eyes...
everything once admirable now sending
you into a deep dark you've never discovered.
knowing all of it I stay,
I know sooner or later
I'd turn into you..
paschelaco Feb 2022
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I can feel the presence of a person in
the room before I even open my eyes.
it often makes it hard to sleep at night.
I can not have a roommate.
I do not have a roommate.
I have always flinched a little harder than I
should -even as a child
I actual prefer to drive in silence
I hate for music to take the
space of my thoughts.
I check my watch four times
one for time
one for heart rate
one for time
one for heart rate
I am timid around alcohol
I retrain from partaking,
it reminds me of February-
I do not like the month of February.
I check my mirrors four times.
center, right, left, center
I write more than I could ever say.
paschelaco Feb 2022
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I know why the moon chases the earth
with the smallest rotations -
staying far but never quite moving on
the pull is just too strong to leave
waiting for an eclipse just so they can pass
each other one more time and remember
who they used to be
paschelaco Feb 2022
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Just like mom and dad
she was tired
she put on a smile
just like her parents
she cried quietly
drawing with pens of silver
not like her parents
finally herself
creating a level of hatred
that only she would have

only she could know

prized possessions
paschelaco Feb 2022
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remember when you were six?
spinning dizzy in the backyard under the sun?
running, laughing, singing til you fell...

remember when you were sixteen?
dizzy from vomiting and crying on the bathroom floor?
starving and carving yourself until you felt nothing...

time changes.
paschelaco Feb 2022
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it hurts but we thrive in the dark with thoughts scared of light
something spoken over a split ginger ale with a smile through your kiss
and for a moment in time we were both human...
unseen, untouched, and unfiltered.
strangers to our own bodies and minds for our love yous aren't the same.
& maybe if I listen hard enough I'll hear your song, no need to debate who's the sensitive one.
we both know I can't spare a hoodie but maybe we can be less cold together.
you'll grab my hand and say the same old same old, and I'll smile as is.
I wonder if you sleep well...
I wonder what you think on the 19th
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