so pretensious and unwilling to give
your rough life does not give you the right to be so callous and thin
i have things i'd like to say but, you just brush me off
like a hair fallen from your beautiful head
somtimes you are too royal for me
your reign so lushious and full
who am i? you say
i am part of your pride
one at your side
eternal love
eternal hate
*our signs only match on the right date

disregard me as a human being
young and foolish
young and full of ****
disregard me of my gaurd
i am but a shard
come loose from your womb
i am no longer inside your sacred tomb
your pride has kept you on your stage
while i strive to live on minimum wage

she was always worth the world and some change
as she sat slowly saying symmetry was never her game
gonna loose her cool
gonna fall for some fool
She was always trapped in her ways as she searched in a gaze that lasted for days
expressing things that made you think she needed to re-find her ways
and loose herself beneath its skin
but instead was entrapped by its glue
stuck and stagnant stuck in its every fragment
keep the strain
all for a little taste of pain
gonna take the next train
and break her frame
pull the strings
to pull on my wings
wipe off that grin
and let yourself begin
clean up this anxiety you've harbored in

im indulging on chocolate life
self-centered and useless
self-centered and ruthless
my journey hes just begun to swing its clock in my direction
all i can do is give my full confession
im self-centered and useless
im self-centered and cant do this
i need to mend
i need to mend
ive let myself grow thick for the winters frigid air
just to say i need your welfare
so keep your worry in me and let be
swing the clock in my direction
im self-centered and useless
self-centered
cant do this
im ruthless

i wish i had
something bad
something sweet
some kind of treat
something good
something good
give me the cure

of our lost gaze
in the cosmic haze
you watched me cry, you watched me cry
washed me dry washed me dry
lost in eachothers eyes
lost in each others inner thigh
you've left me with this lesion
so let me cry, let me cry
you've left me dry
left me dry

i hope we fall for eachother once again
in the cosmic haze
of our last gaze
let me fry let me fry

there are two sides to every one sided story
yours and yours
you're always ugly when it ends
not so pleasent
grammatically incorrect
not so great
perfectly imperfect in every way
your words dont cut
they slice small parts of my ****** ego
bringing me down to earth
touching basis with home base
why are you mean?
why do you have to hurt me the way you do?
you waste so much energy and recieve nothing in return
feuling the fire
burning this forest we've tried so hard to create
so, yes we must finally part the red sea we made
and divide these piles evenly
and learn to embrace the world without eachother
because thats the way it was meant to be
you and i seperately

one day you'll pick the shortest straw in the stack
and this time i wont be there
i hate the way you have me on this string
like a spider spinning a lonely web
i'm waiting for you to have me for your dinner
but you just keep on keeping on with the others
i can't wait anymore countless years
opportunities pass me by
opportunities pass my eyes
though time flies
i can't get past this hurtle of you
i can't wait anymore years for you to decide to cover my body in your love
like a spider on a string
lost in your comatose
lost in your sunken vegetated eyes
too comfortable in her arms
your name rings in my head like an alarm clock that wont shut off
i have never accepted so much unintentional mental abuse
yet i still find myself at your side everytime
opportunities pass me by
opportunities pass my eyes
though time flies
i can't get past this hurtle of you
i can't wait anymore years for you to decide to cover my body in your love
like a spider on a string
lost in your comatose
lost in your sunken vegetated eyes
too comfortable in her arms

all they want is a sweet flesh hole to harvest in
pink wet and tight to the fit
let me get in
get that, get in that
let me get in
open your doors to me
please please, just be with me
all i am is what they want

i see their eyes and how they lie
i see their eyes and how they lie
i see their eyes and how they lie
i see your eyes and how they lay

im not naive
my soul is old
intutions, intutions cutting in on me
cutting in on me
cutting in me
keeping me awake at night
keeping my brain buzzing like a plane running low on gas
running out of circulation
loosing blood, ounce by ounce

get that get in that
get in get in
get that get in that
let me in

see, i did have you right the whole time
broken promises of a three
all i wanted was to be in your arms
broken promises are all you ever gave to me
break the skepticism
your first love will always break your heart.