Lub dub lub dub my heart goes
Looking for you, trying to feel you, talk to you,
I miss you...
But where are you mama?

Lub dub lub dub my heart says
You brought me to this world,
You cared for me, loved me, guided me and then
You left me alone, alone and just alone,
To face this world full of challenges, struggle and hatred.
Why mama? tell me why?

Lub dub lub dub my heart remembers
I want time to revert and take me to those days I spent with you,
Those days full of love, affection and fun,
Thank you mama for your efforts to make me stand on my feet BUT
Mama mama mama I always need you,
To guide me, to walk with me, to be next to me...
I miss you...
But where are you mama?

I close my eyes, I see you,
I sleep and I dream of you.
I walk and I hold you,
I talk and I hear you,
I feel you mama, always in my heart lub dub lub dub,
My heart goes with you...

I am a daughter, your daughter, India’s daughter
But then? If I am your daughter…
WHY?
Did I go through immense torture?
Endless fear, suffocation and pain
In the end what did you gain???
I was alone, my friend was thrown and he was gone,
You were more and were so strong
What did I do wrong?
I thought life was bed of roses,
Full of love, affection and care.
BUT then
My views changed the day you made poses.
You tore me, cut me, shredded me into pieces,
I bled, cried, screamed, yelled till I was voiceless, motionless and nearly dead.
Nothing bothered you. You went on and on and on…
WHY?
I am a daughter, your daughter, India’s daughter
But then? If I am your daughter…
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Today I will rest in peace.
For you will know fear, suffocation and pain…
I wish all the daughters are safe and free
With no fear, pain and shame.
If you dare to do this again
I will rise and fight for what I deserve
And you will pay for what you deserve…

Heart ache
My heart aches
it daily breaks, into thousand pieces
outpouring the number of kisses.
With the thought
as my feelings for you, fought
My heart aches...it daily breaks.

There is no noise no sound
It cannot be heard or found,
as it is my inner rattle
I always find my self in a field of battle
Love and hate
Is this our fate?
My heart aches...it daily breaks.

I knew all, every call,
every bing, other lots of things...
when you were in other arms,
your life was full of sounds from the band
you walked hand in hand
but, with different soul
that was never our goal.
My heart aches...it daily breaks.

The feeling of cheat
burns me with its heat
I thought you were neat
I do not deserve this treat.
Rolling tears, pricking wound and lots of pain,
there was indeed NO gain.
My heart aches...it daily breaks...
My heart aches...