i am in a waiting room. for weeks i have lived inside these four walls of expectation. hoping that one day, my name be called. that one day a stranger might open that door, hook me up to some clunky beeping machine, and tell me that i am alive.
i am looking for an answer to a question i do not know. a thousand different pathways with no where to go. a dream i can’t remember, a feeling i can’t deny. seeking only the truth i keep asking why? wounded and hungry, my soul cries out what is the meaning of this life really about?
i believe heaven is everywhere above and below within and without heaven is not seen but felt it is a state of being wherever you are your soul touching every particle of love within the universe
close your eyes silence the mind travel inwards and here you’ll find that everything is nothing and nothing is all listen carefully and answer the call of your soul yearning to finally break free from years of conditioning control and suffering.
we were standing, discussing the universe, when all of a sudden i looked down, on top of my right foot, two beautiful orange wings the universe joining our conversation.