To the man in my dreams,
I don't know who you are
or where you came from.
I don't even know your name
but I know that I have madly
fallen for you.
You meet me in a place where I created, My dreams.
They said dreams aren't reality
but you just seem so real.
The way you held me at the beach
with the fire burning low
with you as my source of heat.
The way you made me feel safe when we were surfing
in Australia, a country foreign to me.
The way your blue eyes sparkle when you saw me
in my royal blue gown on our date.
I am gonna believe that somewhere out there
you are dreaming of me too.
you might be a million miles away
in different time zone
but in this place, in my head and yours, we are in sync.
I will see you one day.
We will  meet.
I might be married by that time.
I might already have children
and have a different guy in my heart
but I will know you.
I might not be in love with you anymore
but I will remember you.
I will remember the nights I spent with you
and we will see each other and smile
at the memories we have but never shared.
I will remember you for you are my dream boy.

In darkness, ugly things come out.
Wherever these monsters are
I sense fear and hear people shout
but they aren't the one who left me scared.

People I see in light are who I fear,
for their looks can deceive you.
You'd feel scared when they are near
because you know they'll hurt you.

You never know what they are gonna say.
It might be false it might be true.
They make you hate your self in every way.
I'm afraid I'll be like them too.

They don't know you, they judge too quickly.
Smiling but always scared
trying to be pretty but looking sickly
making friends with similar hatred.

I don't want to be around them.
I might slowly lose my mind.
not gonna give away myself, I'm a precious gem.
I'm a better person than all of them combined.