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cps May 2014
I would rather
Dream all night
Of your face
Than go out
And
See you
Because at least
In my dreams
You see me
Too.
sometime in '13 when you didn't love me
cps May 2014
My eyes
Have lost their
Affinity
For flowers and
Sunsets
Because no
Lavender petals
Or vermilion sky
Compares to
The black that
Spreads throughout
My being when
Your eyes
Look right
Through me

My ears
Have lost
Their taste
For music and
Laughter
Because no string
Of notes
Could play
Such a beautiful
Melody
As the one
That accidentally
Erupts
From your
Clumsy lips

My mouth
Has lost
Its appetite
For
Food and
Water;
It only
Craves
The movement and
Taste
Of your
Tongue
Which
Sustains me

Cotton
And fur
Are like
Rusty razor
Blades
For
My hands
Have only
A feel
For
You and
Your skin like
Seawater;
So course that
It smooths
My edges

My skin
Does not
Seek
Warm rays of
Sun or
Soothing mists
Of Water,
Only
The heat
Of your palm
And
The pain
Of
Your steadfast
Grip

My legs
Cannot
Slowly stroll
Nor run
For my life.
My muscles
Are tight and
Constricted with
An unrequited
Longing
For you

My bones
And organs
Feel as if
They are running
Out
Of room
Because my
Insides
Have been
Consumed
By
You.
may 28, 2014, 1:39 a.m.
may 29, 2014, 2:07 a.m.
may 30, 2014, 1:36 a.m.
may 30, 2014, 1:05 p.m.
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may 31, 2014, 4:37 a.m.
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final: may 31, 2014 5:00 a.m., for now
cps May 2014
Desire
In its truest
Form
Lies deep
Within
My core
And only
Wakes
For you.
may 24, 2014, 12:32 a.m.
cps May 2014
I only want the sun, the moon, and all its stars
I only want the sky, the sea, and all between

I'm not asking for much,
**I'm only asking for the world.
may 31, 2014, 12:06 p.m.
this one kinda *****
cps Sep 2015
You told me I had a heart of gold
And I thought you were King Midas himself.
It turns out all you touch turns to ****,
And your heart is nothing but pyrite.
I guess that makes me the fool.
cps Jul 2014
this is feeling like a relapse
give me rehab
feed me pills and
erase my soul
its the only way i might survive.
july 27, 2014, 1:27 a.m.
cps May 2017
You brought out the worst in me
You cut me open and made me bleed
My blood like thick black tar
My wounds jagged and ugly

Every single thing that's ever been wrong with me
Was laid out on my skin for all to see
Now I look like a *****, a demon from hell
Every time someone casts their gaze on me
Their bodies shudder, their eyes dart away

But not you - no
You've seen much worse, you didn't even blink
Instead you stared right through me
And somehow saw the beauty in my disease

At first I hissed and screeched
Who are you to think you know me?
You put a mirror to my battered face
I threw it down and watched it shatter at your feet

Somewhere in the scattered shards
I caught a glimpse of truth
I hadn't lost all my beauty yet,
there's something to be said for that

I didn't know it before,
But that's all I needed to heal
Now there's room for the light to come in
And soon I'll be full of flowers
cps May 2014
i wanted to write
a haiku but it turns out
i cant follow rules
may 31 5:46 am
this is stupid because it follows the rules. accidental irony?
cps May 2016
I fell in love all over again
With the faint freckles on your nose
and the soft lavender under your eyes.
Every minuscule feature enchanted me
as I watched your body gently rise and fall
with every breath, like the tide.
I saw the blood pump through your veins
and felt your heart beat slightly out of time.
The heart that keeps you -
and incidentally me - alive.
5/8/16 12:44 a.m.

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