if i show you : all the cuts, bruises and broken parts -will you take me as i am?

if i show you: how twisted and shapeless my heart is at the moment -will you take me as i am?

if i show you: all my flaws, vulnerabilities, insatiable habits - will you take me as i am?

if i show you: the blood lost from when my heart was bleeding out from being crushed, trampled on, ****** on and crapped upon - will you take me as i am?

if i show you: how desperate i am for your affection -will you take me as i am?

i am a simple loving caring creature.............. so will you take me as i am?

Its so natural but it feels wrong.....
i crave your eyes -for you to glance my way even if just for a second, for as our eyes meet my heart dances
i crave your touch -just a simple graze on my hand as you walk past does the trick
i crave your attention -a simple hello is like music to my ears -my body dances to the tone of your voice
and when you smile at me i radiate warmth from deep within -its like a summer breeze on my face
if only you knew how much i crave.....

When i see you my eyes stay fixed on you
When i see you my mind looses focus
When i see you my body switches to autopilot- my knees are weaker, certain parts grind involuntarily, others over lubricate........careful don't stand too close ..you'll drown
when i see you my heart skips a beat and beats 10 times faster at the same time
when i see you shivers and butterflies are the order of the day
I try very hard to ignore it
i try very hard to discard it
i try very hard to avoid it
But......
when i see you......