I sit anticipating
I know I can't get out
Maybe I don't want to, I now realize

Five more minutes
I'll be disconnected
My land line will be cut off
I'll be away from them and everything
I'll be disconnected from this terrible reality

Up here, sanity won't be questioned
Intricacy and a lack of logic is appreciated
Even if down here I am considered insane

Two more seconds..

and I'm gone.

****, what if this plane crashes?

In tragedy I find comfort
It kills me to know inside you're dying
But I just need to know my feelings can still export

I'd live in pain and no breathing
Rather than being a numb, empty shell
I'll take forth all of this endless seething

Knowing I'm alive through emotion
Is much more desirable than being stale
Through every silent scream there's promotion

My lungs release lessened breathes
But it's all I have to my name
I refuse to erase this pain
It's all that will ever stay the same