In anger I see the real you.
In anger you express your true self.
In anger you say what you really feel.
But why oh why dose it always come down to
Anger

Why must I provoke anger in you to get the truth
In anger I become distant
In anger I am afraid
In anger I lose control of my words
But why only in anger

This madness is what tore us apart
Theis lies and mixed emotions
The anger in our friendship was toxic
And much like our friendship
Our anger has been lane to waist  .

A perfect little ryhm you see
to inshure domestic tranquility
but it seems to me
evry thing i see is a little off you see
babys crying , people lieing , children screaming
but yet what els do i see
certintly  not trainquility
bombs flying hear and their
bodys liying every where
fear in every bodys ear
no one can clearly hear
but dose that mean its vanished
no it cant be banished
it is still thier , but are we
think about it and if you finde out could you lend a ear
so everyone can hear.

You make yourself up into something you'll never be ,
Take off the disguise or that's all you'll ever see,
Let me just be me Let society take me for what I am ,
This was a stand I took befor it was popular ..
Before everybody desired to be something their not ,
No one will take your spot in the line to the carbon factory
Their just as Eger as you are ,
They don't enjoy being different. ,
They must be the same Like clones trying to one up the other .
We waste our time fallowing the leader ,
So long that we've forgotten who the leader even was,
Give society a rain check and just be you
Dont lose track of who you really are.

I have told you about him
About his poison
About his demons
How his demons feed yours
How they dance
Tearing and clawing at each other

I had told you about him
When you came up to me crying
Their was no use in lying
We have been through this before
When he left you on the floor
But ill be here

As you run off with him again
You end up in his bed
Before you know it its happened again

One to many drinks
I'm washing my hands off in the sink
Trying to stop your bleeding
I hope his heart stops beating

One week later and your with him again
Go on with your grin
It will happen again
I wont tell you anymore
Lying on the floor.

Black smoke
It pushes them away
When they want you to stay
You don't make a sound
You just lye around
Black smoke
It glitters & glistens
But nobody listens
When your cries cant be herd
They all seem to turn , away
Black smoke
You live with it
Breathing it in
Your world stars to spin
You can't let it win
Black smoke
The bottle shaking in your hand
As you smile again
But the handful go's down
Better when you frown
Black smoke
Before you know it its won
The damage is done

My reflection keeps starring back at me It's funny ,
It looks like me but the truth is ,
That me died along time ago
So is my reflection a past me looking at the new me
Is it the old me that's buried deep down inside  
Images flash inside my head ,
They come and go do fast I don't even have time to recall them  
Some times they don't even seem like my memories
But if their not mine then who's are they
Are they collections of the old me that some how the new me supressed  
And some times I feel like I'm in a hole
Just a deep dark hole and no matter how high I crawl or jump
I can't get out  
I see a figure at the top of the hole a siluouet you might say
Is that the new me standing above the hole
Keeping the old me from reserfaceing ?
Who is the old me ?
Who is the new me?

The lights in my heart are fadeing fast
It's probably because I'm living in the past
I keep on thinking about yesterday  And how you made it all go away
The darkness and sorrow Keep me from tomarrow but the light frome today
I will save for another day To put on a smile  Only hides it for awhile  
To put on a frown  Puts every one down You can not win You can not lose  
All you can do is take the bruise