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223 · Nov 2016
Request
woolgather Nov 2016
I won't be on the best of your time;

But it'd be grand if you'd give me a word or two.
Talk about anything

Just message me

I lack social interaction, it seems
221 · Sep 2016
Reverse Combustion
woolgather Sep 2016
Clogging my head with song,
Mask my words with lyrics,
Twist my focus with nonsense;
Set another terrible bunch on fire.

Hear endless talks of flirtation,
Outside the endless reclamation of fault,
Farther the images, truth much covered with lies
Hidden too much , it's diluted.

Clock my thought with four lines,
Paint my head with more lies,
Crank the volume with more than four tries,
Repeat the vices, the verses for more than four times.

Listen to unfamiliar voices,
Voices that tell their tale of soaring;
Listen how they scream their name to the tune;
It's hard to believe when you hear it while down under.

Make words, make nonsense,
How can he possibly know?
Impair their perspectives;
Welcome to the maze of wailing repetition!

Plague the silence with voices:
A boy, a woman, a man,
All shouting different chants;
Made up so much, it's all *******.

Plea no more, I would commit,
Somebody no more than trying to climb.
A door who holds its own key;
Too bad he forgot where he put it.

Slowly, falling into depravity,
Take claim his empty head;
Take heed the light he left;
Slowly, sleeping towards Oblivion.

Not more than an empty casket.
The flames return to the torch.
Still burning bright, still unfinished;
See this terrible bunch move in the scorching fire.
Nonsense
221 · Oct 2017
Cycled
woolgather Oct 2017
I'm here again,

It's me.

Again with many words,

Few messages.

A voice so loud,

Yet inaudible;

A resolve so strong,

Yet so spineless.

Again I'm overthrown by my weakness,

Again I turn to my drugs.

I wish that'd be the worse part of it all.

I lay at the couch half-sleeping, half-awake,

I lay my head down, I lay as my body ache,

I lay down and to there I see

A hand pulling mine;

Thrashed to the lobby.

Found me at the bathroom,

Still with breath cut short,

Left to me was rapport I hope so much to abort;

Body left helpless, body failed a last resort.

Now I write, barely sleeping, barely awake,

Life threw with everything at stake;

I can never unfeel the unspeakable things you've done,

I can never remove the handprints you have left upon me;

I can never undo the chaos you have left to run,

I will never forgive how you moved me.

Breath cut short,

Innocence left shorter.

Once. More.
I RegRet Not StAnding UP To Defend MysElf.

Now it's gotten much worse.
220 · Jun 2016
Line
woolgather Jun 2016
There is a reason why my letters are made of black ink
218 · Nov 2016
Hinges
woolgather Nov 2016
Steadily functional,
Kept together everything else.
Needed not any appraisal,
Silenced the clanging bells.

Connecting one to the other,
Correlating unfamiliar vices;
Like clearing murky water,
Like fleshing out carcasses.

Tells the truth and nothing more,
Never meant to show;
But still you didn't connect us;
*You just loosened and let go.
What a ****** piece
217 · Nov 2016
Slit
woolgather Nov 2016
I've cut before,
I'd really not want to make a statement;
But I just couldn't take it anymore,
I can't hide behind it!

Cut; bleed; repeat.
I can't stop myself even I don't want to
216 · Apr 2017
Too Much for Nothing
woolgather Apr 2017
I'd rather stay and watch the stars tonight,
But I'm too busy thinking of free time.
I'd rather dance with you to a million songs,
But I'm too busy thinking of thoughtlessness;
I'd rather love you to the ends of the earth and back,
And see you smile as the sun arises,
But I'm too broken thinking of putting the pieces together again,
*And I'm too imaginative to think of us and you.
****

Now I can't write even half-decent poetry

Though when did I even begin to write even half-decent poetry
215 · May 2016
Nonexistence
woolgather May 2016
I wish you could see me,
For who I really am,
Not for who they think I am,
Not for who they tell me to be.

I wish you'd understand,
But that's near to never,
That's a thought about to wither,
Because you always have your eyes closed.

I wish you'd hear my frail voice,
Speaking the truth I've hidden for so long,
Not my voice of sarcasm and jesting,
Speaking what they'd think is appropriate.

I don't know if I have the right words,
I guess you have your ears numbed, as well.
How come I can't make myself smile,
My face does nothing but defile.

I can write words for as much as I want,
Considering its the only things I can use,
Use to scream my rotten pleas,
Always the same from years and years ago.

It hurts to be the only one to cry myself to,
I wish you'd understand.
I won't blame you if you still have your eyes closed,
I am nothing over you.

I wish you'd let me speak,
I wish you'd let me be me,
I wish you'd let me lean on you,
But that's near to never.
Goodbye, Hi.
212 · Sep 2017
Pulley, Pt. II
woolgather Sep 2017
Listening to my own noise;

Foolish.

Craving help,

Yet never asking.

As I see your world;

I might just stain it,

Take away time and waste it.

I'm being left behind;

It ain't your fault.

Don't bother.

I'm not worth anything, anyway.

With hapless weight at the other end of the chain,

Fallen down,* forgotten.

**It would be nice if it was at least remembered.
Don't bother finding the first one
212 · Aug 2016
Questions
woolgather Aug 2016
When all that's left of me are placeholders and labels,
Will you still look at me the same?
When all I've held on chooses to let me go,
Will you lend me your hand?
When everyone turns their backs,
Would you choose to stay beside me?
When I take my last breath,
Would you see me go?
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**Even though I know you would never.
Pathetic
211 · Jun 2017
Dump #2
woolgather Jun 2017
06/06/17

I was forced to sit and watch;
As they spit the flames they bring about;
I was forced to sit and watch
As those I knew turn anew;
Seemingly void of the past that held them back;
Seemingly void of me.
Maybe it's an omen;
That people are better without me;
As they spit the flames they bring about;
I burn.
In jealousy.
In regret.
**In sadness.
I guess a useless journal.

Not even close to half-assed poetry.

I'm very sorry
211 · Jun 2016
Painstaking Love
woolgather Jun 2016
I'd always end up the same,
Seeing you with a smile,
While breaking my heart in more than half.
I'd always be silent whenever you're around,
I'd always shift my eyes to other things,
Failing immensely.
I'd cry when nobody's around,
Because I'd know that it'd never be true,
The thought of me and you.
I'd want you to be the one to hold hands with me,
But I'd know you'll do that with somebody else,
Somebody much better than me.
Yes, you've left my heart to ruin,
Yet I'd still not go,
Yet I'd still not give up the impossible.
You can love who you want,
*Just let me love you.
To the person I love so much I can't let go even if they love another
207 · Aug 2016
Leak
woolgather Aug 2016
What are you going to do
Now that what you've been hiding
Is not short to be revealing
What excuse are you going to throw now?

Pack your bags if you don't want a war
It's gonna be all-out, honey.
Pack that smug face if you don't want a scar
Try to be reasonable if you  don't want to be funny.

Show a little less skin,
Show a little less grin;
Show a little less sin,
Drink a little less aspirin.

Don't be such a clean person
If it's obvious you're not far from rotten;
Don't use too much jargon,
If your grammar you ain't gonna sharpen.

Cut the chase, say the truth!
Leave the paint and leave it bare!
You're nothing but anyone uncouth;
Gaze upon my uneasy stare!

Don't paint crows white,
Don't paint roses blue,
Don't paint wrongs right,
Don't cover up what's true!

Alas, it has come.
The day you've been hiding from.
Too bad, the damage is done;
**Too bad you have nowhere to run.
A corpse will still stench even if you hide it in a flower field
205 · Jun 2016
The Fool
woolgather Jun 2016
Stand.
Fight.
Fall.

Poor man,
Chained to his own memories.
Stand on your feet,
Only to tumble down violently,
Why do you keep torturing yourself?

Poor man,
Resolving a lost cause.
Tell you've found the missing piece,
Only to find it not to be the one.
Why do you run in circles?

Poor man,
Sulking in his misfortune.
Traversing a ruined world.
Walking in wounded feet.
Why do you persist?

Poor man,
Contemplating impossibility.
Blood dripping from his wounds;
Wounds to him, unbeknownst;
Why do you continue?
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I am never poor.
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Poor not am I.
Chained, but not imprisoned.
Tumble down, yes.
Only to stand taller than before.
I make myself stronger.

Poor not am I.
Resolving a lost cause I may be,
Igniting a spark of possibility.
Strive to find the missing piece.
I run in circles but not aimlessly.

Poor not am I.
Traversing ruins, I may do,
Wounded may be my feet;
I seek of the treasure incomparable to words;
I persist as I'd never give up.

Poor not am I.
My contemplation will be fulfilled.
My wounds will be tended;
I continue this fate I venture;
I am not at end, but at beginning.

Fall.
Stand.
Fight.
Nonsense
203 · Nov 2016
4:49
woolgather Nov 2016
Wandering, wandering,
I should be doing something awfully important.
**But, here I am, writing words that seem to instantly come out of my head.
And it goes on and on
202 · Aug 2016
Incomprehensible
woolgather Aug 2016
I am lost
Nothing I feel is right
'Cause it has always been like this
Overtalk to nothing
Mope until my guts turn inside-out
Play with my head and poison my thoughts
Reminisce the good that did or did not happen*
Even the **** I gave and spoke of
Hell would be an appropriate term
Ending the questions I have to endure
Nightmares would be just as fun
Seeing in my sleep as Fantasy would
I've seen a lot
Bore too many
Loved too hard
*Ended in a crash
It is meant to literally make no sense
202 · Aug 2016
Miles
woolgather Aug 2016
I know that what I wish for us is wrong
200 · Oct 2016
Gone Love Gone
woolgather Oct 2016
We talk a bit,
And then we stopped.
We glanced a bit,
And now it's done.
So much lost in so little time;
So much yearning
For someone I can't call mine.
Retracting back to fallacies;
Fallacies of one in blind love;
Love seen through a one-sided mirror,
Unbeknownst of what the other side may be.

We sat beside,
And now we're apart.
It felt so close,
And now it is so afar.
Too much for making a reel
Of something that'll never be real;
Or the fact that I still hold on to;
That there still may be a chance;
A chance to be the one to hold your hand;
Unbeknownst if you would hold another.

It felt like nothing;
And now it is pain;
At first it felt like sunrise;
Now I feel as cold as rain.
Too much for expecting
For something to happen
And now it's all gone to ****.
**I wonder if I was wrong to take that step.
198 · Nov 2016
Letters and Codes
woolgather Nov 2016
I stare at the luminescent screen
Thinking about you;
I stare as my fingers conjure up these words;
These words I make for you.
You'll never know it was yours to take,
As I'll never say those three words:
I,love,you.
All it takes for me
Is to see you happy;
And that alone is enough.
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**Even if you'd be happy with somebody else
The grief ensues
196 · Aug 2016
Used To
woolgather Aug 2016
I knew who they were;
They were my friends, the people who saw me through.
They knew who I was;
I was the one who held a smile 24/7.





























































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*As if I never knew me.
Who would've thought a ******* like me would have any?
195 · Jul 2016
Gone
woolgather Jul 2016
I never got to say goodbye,
I never got to close the lie;
I never backed down from the high
I never said we didn't fly.

I'm sorry if you'd feel offended,
It's my fault that you're tormented,
Our bond became distorted,
Our spark abruptly ended.

You never said that four-letter word,
Neither did I, but from another, you've heard,
My heart of paper suddenly burned;
I know I've left you quite disturbed.

I wrote these words without the tears;
I've ran out of them, thinking of the fears;
The fears that left me stumbling here,
That what little love will suddenly sear.

My heart feels cold;
I've got no one to hold;
Our emptiness will mold;
In my heart, numbness, behold.

This words will stream endlessly,
So I'd cut my pen abruptly;
It's fine: You've left me lonely;
It's fine cause you're left happy.
To someone I for some reason grew very distant to
193 · Dec 2016
Verses
woolgather Dec 2016
Begotten memories,
Adjacent to thine heart.
Begotten memories,
Ironically, have never been part.
Begotten memories,
A plethora of feelings.
Begotten memories,
Some here, some made, some gone.
Begotten conundrums come past us,
Conundrums we have not expected.
Stand your ground and don't lose it,
Stand your ground and face it.
It would be a stretch to let you understand,
It would be a stretch to call your attention.
If you'd have night - a killer star,
Then be your very own morning light.
The darkness will get washed away,
Even if the waves bring something with them.
Be the one to light up others.
When the tide of sadness comes,
Even when it proves hard to be,
Be the boat that never sinks.
If you'd give up, it's fine.
But even just for this time,
Hold on;
Hold on,
Hold on.

[As you lay in bed to see the killer star - your night;
know that as tomorrow comes you'll see the morning light.]
It may just be another ****** piece but I wish it'd help even just a tad.

I hope you could read this, Lexander  Jones.

Stay strong.
193 · Mar 2017
Cynical Rebel
woolgather Mar 2017
I've always wanted you to love me,
Then I realized you'll never love me back.
Then again I tried to take hold of senseless hope;*
Then it came and I realized what I lack.
The will to move on from us that never happened
191 · Jun 2017
Dump #4
woolgather Jun 2017
Red ribbons.
Such as my thread of fate is malleable,
They toy with it.
Twist and bend and cut,
To their desire;
Without consideration of me;
Or what I would feel.
To them, I am obsolete.
To truth, I am obsolete.
I cannot be saved.
I have accepted that fact.
All that's left of me is to suffer.
Good riddance.

What they are is unbeknownst to me.
What I am is unbeknownst to them.
They do not see the sadness beyond the smiles.
They do not see the broken soul inside;
And I ponder, it is for the best.

"What makes you think I'm so special?"

If I could sail the stars,
I'll take you with me;
If I could get the world's fortune,
I'd give it to you, too.
*Too bad—
I guess a useless journal

Longer and more useless
191 · Aug 2016
Play
woolgather Aug 2016
Too much happiness
Can
          lead
you
          astray.

Too much love
Can                    make                     you                    *vulnerable.


Too much pain
Can









leave








you








Spaced-









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Out.*

Too much everything
Can lead you -
As I lack in luster and quality
191 · Aug 2016
Distance
woolgather Aug 2016
I know I shouldn't expect,

*But we're just an hour apart.
We aren't even us
190 · Oct 2016
Mourning Star
woolgather Oct 2016
The grief of the soulless
Comes out and about;
As the fluttering butterfly leaves their wings,
And reverts to a caterpillar.
The scorn of the soulless
Flails their meaningless hope
As the light shines through another.
As they are blinded by the falseness of themselves.
Greed of love or whatnot
190 · Sep 2016
Tell me this
woolgather Sep 2016
Is it that unacceptable for a beast to love,
A creature more majestic than it is?
A creature more accepted than it is?
A creature better than it is?

Is it that ironic that I still want you,
Even though it hurts so much;
So much to just think of you,
And everything good that'll never happen?

Is it that hurtful to love,
Love so much that you can't put anyone above them;
Love so much that you sleep to the thought of them,
Love so much that you can't?

Is it really that easy to let go,
When you hold on so many memories,
When you're inches away yet feel a thousand miles apart,
When you never found out how much you are to them?
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Oh, my bad.
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*You're too busy loving someone else.
Riddle me that
189 · Jul 2017
Voice
woolgather Jul 2017
Sing;

Your words that seem to flutter;

Sing;

Your tune that seem to falter.


Do you really deserve to feel that bad?

Do you really deserve to be that selfless?

You're too good.

I hear your song.

Faint but not silent.

Cathartic but calm.

You don't have to whisper everything.


Sing;

Your words that scream your truth;

Sing;

The tune that never falters.
Please
189 · Jul 2017
71317
woolgather Jul 2017
I feel hopeless
All the things they say seem to have no effect;
What was rotten can never be fixed;
What was shattered can never be reshaped.
The wound cannot be closed;
It bleeds.
As the ruby-red blood drips from my body;
I freeze.*
In scorn
188 · Jul 2017
Guilt
woolgather Jul 2017
Awoken by the voices

That echo in his head;

He falls to the gravity of his thoughts

Nothing more than a temporal predicament;

A case of misfortune

That felt like a void awakening inside me;

So strange

Yet so familiar;

Nothing more than someone I knew

Trying to be a new person
sloppy
188 · Jun 2017
Mix
woolgather Jun 2017
Mix
Don't try and save me anymore
I've fallen so far behind
I can't go
Just leave me where I am
Don't pretend to care
Because I knew the moment I joined your little party
I was about to get lost.
Don't try and cry for me
I know what you really want from me
Just leave me where I am
Don't pity me
You've forgotten me now
So don't try to make me feel remembered
I've fallen so far behind
I can't go
Because I knew the moment I joined your little party
*I was about to get lost.
I can't think straight anymore

Thanks
186 · Feb 2017
Can't
woolgather Feb 2017
I regret giving it everything I am.
I regret giving up everything they ought to be.
I regret the blades that passed my wrists;
But then, it's part of life, isn't it?
To destroy what you can.
Too delusional and depressed
185 · Jun 2016
Father
woolgather Jun 2016
The damnation of he;
Is the damnation of I.
A message to my hell of a father
185 · Jun 2016
Realization
woolgather Jun 2016
Words are words
Yet some are empty
Yet some are nothing
Yet some are deadly
Yet some are also *****
182 · Jun 2016
Shame
woolgather Jun 2016
Poor little sullen boy,
Too old to play with his sullen toys,
Everyone thinks you're harmless,
Treating you sick and senseless.
Poor kid always took jokes,
Stabs more than they are pokes,
Can't look anymore in the mirror,
Can't stand to see and hear the horror.
Get the knife that uncle brought home,
Cut that horible stomach-dome,
Cut a smile on my pale lips,
Let blood drip on my fingertips.
Feel still that I am not offended
Realize too late to have me tormented;
Laugh at me with all your ideals
Don't see me cry with my ordeals.
Get the knife that uncle brought home,
Cut that horrible stomach-dome,
Now see in me that perfection is pain,
Now see in me that acceptance is vain.
Fat. Lump. Good-for-nothing. Get a grip! You'll never slim! Haha you're so fat! Why are you so big? You're bigger than before! Haha your clothes don't fit! Fat. Lump. Good-for-nothing. Get a grip! You'll never slim! Haha you're so fat! Why are you so big? You're bigger than before! Haha your clothes don't fit!  Fat. Lump. Good-for-nothing. Get a grip! You'll never slim! Haha you're so fat! Why are you so big? You're bigger than before! Haha your clothes don't fit! Fat. Lump. Good-for-nothing. Get a grip! You'll never slim! Haha you're so fat! Why are you so big? You're bigger than before! Haha your clothes don't fit!   Fat. Lump. Good-for-nothing. Get a grip! You'll never slim! Haha you're so fat! Why are you so big? You're bigger than before! Haha your clothes don't fit!
179 · Jun 2017
Spontaneous Combustion
woolgather Jun 2017
I wish I could be the one to extinguish the flames,
But the world would say otherwise;
As I watch from a distance as you trample your path with rage and sadness;
As I watch another quench the scorching heat,
I freeze with your cooling.
Irrelevant.
Useless.
Nothing but a small stain.
Nevertheless, I never considered it wrong to care.

I may never fix myself but I'll try to help you.


If you ever asked me to.
If I ever was brave enough to tell you.

As I watch from the distance,
Your fate.

As I long to intertwine mine with yours,
To pull you out of the ravine,
But I'm too much of a coward; I'm sorry.

I'm too scared to trample the little things you've given care.
I'm too scared to charge into your world, not knowing of what I can do.
I'm too scared to step inside your door, in your most vulnerable times.
And I ache too much to save you.
But I can't.

To anyone who hears my calls,
To anyone who feels the worry and pity I feel,
To anyone who can reach the heart I am crying about,

Please.

Before his rancor turns into ashes
leave your place if need be

everything right now is meant to be temporary

varnish your heart with resilience; don't give in to the demons that elude you from goodness

in time you will smile again

I hope he can read this; but everything else says otherwise
179 · Jun 2016
Preying Hope
woolgather Jun 2016
Take me far away
Let me forget what I love to remember;
Take me to a path lead astray
Let me feel the churning of dread and terror;
Smash this gigantic heart to pieces
Let the love I give be crumbled;
Sew again those wretched faces
Let yourself again be trampled;

I can't breathe

I can't breathe

Suffocate me with your gentle hands;

I can't sleep

I can't sleep

Label my nightmare with unusual brands;

I'm sick and tired of carrying this heart
Too soft to ever not fall in love;
I take things so hard that I fall apart
Clip the wings off the pristine dove;
Hiding my thoughts in letters and words
Hiding my thoughts in lines and verses,
Hiding my love though more than words
Hiding my love through curses.

I can't feel

I can't feel

Wound myself to see if it better be;

I can't flee

I can't flee

**To see if it better be a cruel reality.
I want somebody to talk to but my head says otherwise
178 · Nov 2016
Block A
woolgather Nov 2016
You know you kind of have a problem

When you search the dictionary for words
Random
177 · Mar 2017
Don't
woolgather Mar 2017
Don't try and question me when I start to get cold over you;
I started doing so by the time you said I was the one;
*And you lied.
Nothing
177 · Feb 2017
Sorry
woolgather Feb 2017
I tried to make poetry,
But I'm bothered by how idiotic I was;
You tried to help me, I just shut down,
*Now I just have this four-lined ****** apology.
172 · Oct 2016
Point
woolgather Oct 2016
I was too used to being silenced that I don't have my own voice anymore
172 · Feb 2017
Raven
woolgather Feb 2017
Can't write very well because of you.
Leaped what has been leaped;
Now unsure how to get back to whence we started:
Was it truly a leap of faith?
Now you flew away,
As I see your figure in the sky;
Not that I've seen you close enough.
I don't know
172 · Nov 2016
Slap
woolgather Nov 2016
Slowly dripping,

Your crocodile tears of love.

You don't need to say you love me;

I know of the things you have done.

Don't cry in front of me,

Because I know what curses you say to me behind those eyes.

Don't ever try to win me back again,

*You'll just end up in an endless cycle of games.
Revenge is best served golden brown, I guess
171 · Oct 2016
Point III
woolgather Oct 2016
The acclaimed Hierophant speaks at his sleep,
His words of tongue much ******,
*Than the truth that abides his fiendish reality.
Truth that can be found once broken the truth itself
170 · Nov 2016
Unfair
woolgather Nov 2016
Make a whole **** lot good, everybody'll praise;
Make one bad and all hell'll break loose.
Be what they want, everybody'll be dazzled;
Be who you are, and hell'll break loose.
(At least that's how it was for me.)

Cut; bleed; die.
Hurt; speak; silence.
Think; select; analyze.
Not all words you say are heard by them.
(At least that's how it is for me.)

It's funny how all these happen;
They all feel correlated;
As all look down on me
And feast on my insecurities and weaknesses.
(How quaint.)

Making words has never been so fulfilling;
As false accusations are made against those depressed;
You're just going another phase;
Well to that, I say:* How dumb of them!
*Not everything you say is right!
If it's a blur then it's working
168 · Jul 2017
Unsent
woolgather Jul 2017
I think I pushed the wrong buttons;

Now we can't talk.

I think I tripped on the wire;

Now everything I say can't get to you;

It seems that I'm the only one who knows;

And I'm the only one who's hurting, too.

I guess I 'm much of a klutz, aren't I?

I guess if you knew,

You'd say it's pointless to overthink it all;

But I guess you'd never know.

And even if you did,

*It's pointless to overthink it all.
I'm sorry if I'm not that much of a conversationalist

All the more after all I've said

I'm really sorry
167 · Aug 2016
Drift
woolgather Aug 2016
Chasing attention,
I ache for the praise;
Chastise me for all I care,
The truth never ached for me.

Why do I dream of getting the medal,
When familiarity already won;
Say something nice for once,
Get dismissed a hundred times.

Some say I do good,
Some say It's too shallow;
Try to put yourself in my shoes;
Let's see if you run home sane.

Never ending philosophies,
Infinite judgments,
Running around in circles,
I guess the system has no breaks.

Fall from the podium,
Under the two minutes of your speech;
Close your mouth for once and listen!
Knowing everything is not knowing all things right!

Don't worry, you won't see me for long,
I'll excuse my pathetic self from your presence,
Besides, you'd like it better if I'm deteriorated, right?
**When the broken is still breaking.
I don't need the anesthesia
165 · Sep 2016
Talk
woolgather Sep 2016
It's easy to  hide in the lines of sentences,

But the hardest part is lying about it.

The longer you keep it, the more painful it will feel.

You're just a click away,

Yet there's a distance between us;

The distance between our hearts.

The closer you are, the farther I feel.

They'll never know how it is.

You'll never know how I feel for you.

The heart screams the words the mouth can't utter.

I'd rather die than see you with another.

But even though I've accepted the fact that we is just I,

It's painful to let it go.

Now you're gone again.
Being happy.

I'm sorry if you read this and you're bothered.

It's long yesterday, a long-running joke, obviously numbing:

"I wish I had the courage to talk to you."
it's painful but it isn't obvious
164 · Jul 2016
Nothing in Particular
woolgather Jul 2016
Words too loud to be quieted,
Knees too weak to stand on their own,
Mind too cluttered to think of anything,
Anything,
Too strong to be silenced,
But still too weak to do anything.
Judged instead of helped,
Despised instead of pitied,
**This is the reality of society's sympathy.
mess
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