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Feb 2021 · 126
Pitchfork Perfection
Ray Feb 2021
Go ahead,
paint me in some
undesirable hue, some
small section of the spectrum
left for monsters and
lesser men

I'll wear it;
gloss me over with
your seal of disapproval,
so Time can't tarnish
this image you've
contrived

Frame your guise
of me for all the
world to see;
high on the wall,
adorned in
the trappings
of beasts,
incapable of growth
- unruly -

Consider, though,
that this screen
~wispy smoke~
which you press upon me
may be better served
shiny,
a platter for your indignation
to be feasted upon when your
hunger for ridicule can
no longer be abstained
Jan 2021 · 125
Black Red and Blue
Ray Jan 2021
Certainly, 'twas not too meager,
     maybe, though, I did indulge
Veins and valves and ventricles did
     stretch the length of both my arms
Yearning for the final dance, yet
     jilted; waltz alone again
Strings of steel made taut - abandon -
     deafen music 'neath my breast
Jan 2021 · 77
Shaken
Ray Jan 2021
There once was a girl of impossible notions
who dreamt of her fair, loving Prince.
He wasn't a Prince, she'd dreamt
it all wrong,
he was
there
to
scatter the pieces.
Jan 2021 · 100
REMories
Ray Jan 2021
I wonder now how
          often I’ve dreamt
                            something
                    ­                -so real-
                        that I made it
               a memory after I
awoke and forever held
firm to this
conviction
the person
who never
      did      

        it
Dec 2020 · 82
Topsy-Turvy
Ray Dec 2020
trying to fill a net with water
left loving someone's daughter
until you don't and you're alone
you know
when you know
freezing
now just quiet
what was my favorite season
you gave it back in pieces
I gave you my whole heart
Dec 2020 · 72
Winter
Ray Dec 2020
Butterflies in December
no that's not how I remember
oh how they dance
like they don't know
the cold is coming home
Dec 2020 · 79
Saturnine
Ray Dec 2020
A
gust of
wind blows
fog off the trees and
for a second it looks like
rain
Ray Dec 2020
Another quiet night -
swirling walls taking me for a ride.
Round and round we go,
never changing where we are,
a point in time pinned to the floor.

Axis running through my heart
won't let me move from this spot,
and now I know just what they meant
when they said
Love's the only thing that can
fill you up.

Wheels are spinning in their places
in my muddy mind,
and I am sweating all my stresses
out into this bed
that I am lying in;
I am lying again to and by
myself.
Dec 2020 · 64
The Hourglass
Ray Dec 2020
Though stick and stone
may crack the bone,
strong words doth pierce the soul.
Though bones may mend,
tis sadder then,
hearts ache to ages old.
Though flesh shall heal,
grow deeper still
such lashes whipped from tongues;
though brushed like ash
from flinching eyes,
burns deep the pain unsung.

With calloused hands,
hourglass sands
should tumble to their place;
no help from Time
casts hurt aside -
the unforgotten face.
Burdens below,
still on it grows,
the dark that hides inside;
no one shall know,
I'll never show,
this broken heart of mine.
Dec 2020 · 97
Your Weird
Ray Dec 2020
Wear your Weird.
Pin it firmly and with fortitude
upon the chest that guards
your buried heart.
A bandage of honor
heals proudly the wounds from
being vulnerable,
a blue ribbon for winning
first place
in the race
to become yourself.

Wear your Weird.
Wear it brightly and boldly
but not lightly,
for it is you.
Let it shine;
illuminate the corners of you
swept away
and forgotten
in the cobwebs,
understanding that,
though less than desirable at times,
these dusty shadows of you
contribute
to the whole
such as a thorn
contributes
to the bush.

Wear your weird
undeniably, palpably,
sitting forefront
in the display
that is
You,
not for sale,
not for bargains
and trades,
but for gathering
and
contributing yourself
to the whole that is human.

Wear your weird
like a bow tie on a suit of armor,
tarnished from Time,
battered from battle,
but never wavering in duties
of keeping you intact.
Wear your weird
like a bird on flighted wings,
like a flower crowns herself Queen
in petals of crimson
and bruises -
ruler of one,
herself.
Wear it as the sky dons the stars,
all but one
coming out at night to play.

Wear your weird
everyday
like you’re engaged
to life,
set to venture the years
together,
your weird and you,
the same.
Dec 2015 · 479
Music In The Bush
Ray Dec 2015
"O'er the dark pines she sees the silver moon,
   And in the west, all tremulous, a star;
And soothing sweet she hears the mellow tune
   Of cow-bells jangled in the fields afar.

Quite listless, for her daily stent is done,
   She stands, sad exile, at her rose-wreathed
           door,
And sends her love eternal with the sun
   That goes to gild the land she'll see no more.

The grave, gaunt pines imprison her sad gaze,
   All still the sky and darkling drearily;
She feels the chilly breath of dear, dead days
   Come sifting through the alders eerily.

Oh, how the roses riot in their bloom!
   The curtains stir as with an ancient pain;
Her old piano gleams from out the gloom
   And waits and waits her tender touch in vain.

But now her hands like moonlight brush the keys
   With velvet grace -- melodious delight;
And now a sad refrain from over seas
   Goes sobbing on the ***** of the night;

And now she sings.    (O! singer in the gloom,
   Voicing a sorrow we can ne'er express,
Here in the Farness where we few have room
   Unshamed to show our love and tenderness,

Our hearts will echo, till they beat no more,
   That song of sadness and of motherland;
And, stretched in deathless love to England's
            shore,
   Some day she'll hearken and she'll under-
       stand.)

A prima-donna in the shining past,
   But now a mother growing old and gray,
She thinks of how she held a people fast
   In thrall, and gleaned the triumphs of a day.

She sees a sea of faces like a dream;
   She sees herself a queen of song once more;
She sees lips part in rapture, eyes agleam;
   She sings as never once she sang before.

She sings a wild, sweet song that throbs with
             pain,
   The added pain of life that transcends art --
A song of home, a deep, celestial strain,
   The glorious swan-song of a dying heart.

A lame ***** comes along the railway track,
   A grizzled dog whose day is nearly done;
He passes, pauses, then comes slowly back
   And listens there -- an audience of one.

She sings -- her golden voice is passion-fraught,
   As when she charmed a thousand eager ears;
He listens trembling, and she knows it not,
   And down his hollow cheeks roll bitter tears.

She ceases and is still, as if to pray;
   There is no sound, the stars are all alight --
Only a wretch who stumbles on his way,
   Only a vagrant sobbing in the night."

The Spell of the Yukon and Other Verses - Robert W. Service - 1907
Dec 2015 · 241
Bar Talk
Ray Dec 2015
"I don't smoke," she says as
I hand her a cigarette.
We collide at that table
swapping stories about regret
until the the lights have been on
for too long, and we must leave.

I know her struggle, those
familiar claws not long gone
from my own back; still
falling, wings not yet drawn,
I try to be a solid rock on which
she can rest in her throes.

Old souls unite for a brief
attempt to search the shadows
of ourselves, waterfalls of
doubt, browsing the meadows
of questions in our minds, waiting
for the rain to bloom us into answers.
Nov 2015 · 321
Battle Stage
Ray Nov 2015
His face streaked with salted war paint
Alone but breathing in his dark room camouflage
He sees her walk through the house to the back room
Before she fades into the night, a disgusting mirage

An urge for her laugh to fill the empty spaces
Stifled by the reality of solitude
It's so quiet now, nothing but the sounds
Of cars in the streets, his inner drive subdued
Oct 2015 · 403
Chloroform Love
Ray Oct 2015
So, lie with me, sweet lover,
again under the present sense of love.
Wrap your soul around me
like a creeping vine
climbing for
life.

Smooth me over as one
would when laying cement;
solidify me in you before
I'm drained, washed
by the rains
to the
sea.

Encompass me with your
presence like light departed.
Hold on to me tight,
lest I wholly
abdicate
as yours.

We connect, chest to chest,
legs intertwined like the same
life seeking vines,
but, alas, when
all is through,
I lie still,
bereft.

When the last gasps escape
our lips, when our pounding hearts
repose, when you hold me
and impart how much
you love me, until
I drift into my
dreams,
I feel nothing.
Oct 2015 · 1.0k
Golden Turkey
Ray Oct 2015
Narcissist, narcissist,
you're a fiend for yourself.
Take another picture,
there's still room on the shelf.

Smile at the camera
while you scoff at the people,
you hedonistic *******,
you're a snake 'neath a steeple.

"Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
won't you lie to me again?
Tell me what I want to hear,
or I'll kick my own face in."

So, strut your stuff,
you golden turkey,
you untouched gem
with a soul so murky.
Oct 2015 · 708
Unlively
Ray Oct 2015
I'm certainly not
exquisite in how I word
out my true feelings.

I can't paint a Van
Gogh of my emotions for
you, nor would I try.

I don't even know
why I feel the way I feel,
it simply spews out.

It's as though there's just
one little string holding me
back that I can't find.

If only I could
figure out what it is I
want out of this life.

Maybe then I could
stop writing poems I don't
like and start living.
Oct 2015 · 325
The Fight
Ray Oct 2015
Few are those who know my other side.
Nobody wants to meet the monster
I have to hide.
Ne'er would I choose to keep him,
though his grip won't let go;
He's the shroud I'm afraid to show
fearing he'll grow on alone,
cast over my soul, unbeknownst to most.

— The End —