Close the door,
Firmly shut,
Hear it click,
Locked away.
Pretend I'm not here,
I'm nowhere,
For I'm not where
I want to be
So
I may as well be nowhere.
I can hear them outside,
Talking,
Laughing,
Love,
Happiness, it's never been so
Heartbreaking.
My heart is filled with joy for them
Yet yearns for the joy I'm missing.
Disappointment consumes me for my eyes
Are not supposed to be green.
Never have I felt so happy for someone
And sorry for myself.
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
Close the door,
Firmly shut,
Hear it click,
Locked away.
Pretend I'm not here,
I'm nowhere,
For I'm not where
I want to be
So
I may as well be nowhere.
I can hear them outside,
Talking,
Laughing,
Love,
Happiness, it's never been so
Heartbreaking.
My heart is filled with joy for them
Yet yearns for the joy I'm missing.
Disappointment consumes me for my eyes
Are not supposed to be green.
Never have I felt so happy for someone
And sorry for myself.
When you're happy for others but feel sorry for yourself, even though you've no reason to because you're truly blessed you just tend to forget! Or choose to focus on the negative.
