I'm okay
Really I am
I'm over it
I can talk about it without shedding a tear
I can move on without fear
Have I forgiven him?
We laugh and talk most times than not
The scars lay dormant
Then a whisper
The scars are scratched
Wounds reopened
I relive the nightmare
Then comes the shadow
Of pain and uncertainty
Conflicting emotions
Thirst for peace and vengeance
It seems my demons follow me
And no matter how much I try
I can't escape them
For the triggers are my shadow
And they're never far behind.
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 5:46 AM UTC
I'm okay
Really I am
I'm over it
I can talk about it without shedding a tear
I can move on without fear
Have I forgiven him?
We laugh and talk most times than not
The scars lay dormant
Then a whisper
The scars are scratched
Wounds reopened
I relive the nightmare
Then comes the shadow
Of pain and uncertainty
Conflicting emotions
Thirst for peace and vengeance
It seems my demons follow me
And no matter how much I try
I can't escape them
For the triggers are my shadow
And they're never far behind.
Are you really over something if you still get triggers?