I'm trying to find the way
But I don't know where to go,
Sometimes I think I found it
But how would I know?
I wish to see a sign
To lead me all the way,
Or a shepherd to pull me
When I go astray.
I know God is with me
But am I with Him?
How do I know
If I fell off the limb?
I want to walk so firm
But I get so confused,
All of life's trials & consequences
Have me deeply bruised.
I long to find my peace
I look forward to my dreams,
But how would I know
Where my path leads?
Oh God please clear my way
And let me see the light,
Reveal to me my weapons
And show me how to fight.
I need your mighty strength
To possess my emotions,
I give you all my worship
prayer and devotion....
I wrote this poem when I lost my brother Hector to Cirrhosis in the liver. Do to his heavy drinking. I lost him and my sister Maria in the same month...same year...November 1999.