Was It My Fault?

youroneandonly Poems

There was a night Sitting in my room Engulfed with pain That old bedroom With memories plastered on the walls You sat next to me Seeing the pain she had just put me through You said to me “It wasn’t your fault” And i cried Tears i’ve never cried before Sadness Anger Relief someone saw it too You held me Ever so tight Said you wouldnt let go “It wasn’t your fault It wasn’t your fault It wasn’t your fault” Made me scream it aloud Until I knew it was true You kept holding me while i cried Thinking I’d always have you You said it was all my fault It’s not my fault you raised me this way Your life The ****** ways you grew My life Having to start anew You blame me for the things I’ve learned from you “Do what I say not as I do” A ****** thing from the both of you Tiptoeing around a line that was askew Her teaching me things that will never be true Lies from the mouths of people I knew Reject Neglect Needs that would never be met A million thoughts in my head But only two that say what I wished I had said **** You