You feel like a tattoo
Not the burning into my skin effect,
But the constant feeling of something that you can't actually feel being there
I want to shave my head for the satisfaction of seeing my thoughts again
Not through my eyes but my brain
And I think if I didn't have hair id be less clouded
The feeling of dried blood on my knuckles
Has been the only constant thing in my life
I pick and I pick and I pick
I'm picking you out of my head now
I'm so afraid of the future, yes
But I'm more scared of my past so I'm running away
I have been smoking again
I haven't done that in awhile
It helps when I need a feeling
Just something between my lips
The burning of my lungs will always be better than the burning of my heart
I think I'm okay again
Or maybe I'm just fooling around again
I'm not sure where I'll be tomorrow
But I'm moving on today