my parents dont love me.
i was an accident.
a mistake.
concieved while they were drunk.
they love my siblings
all of them planned, beautiful, and smart
they could never do anything wrong.
in my parents' eyes.
maybe it's because they weren't prepared
for a second kid.
as they were the first,
third, fourth and fifth.
but not the second.
maybe it's my fault.
after all everything i do is wrong.
i cleaned it wrong.
i made it wrong.
i said it wrong.
and everything i do is bad.
my grades are bad.
my height is bad.
my hearing's bad.
maybe its because
they don't want a broken child.
depression. anxiety. autism.
SI. SH.
who could be more broken
compared to the others?
maybe they were relieved
when i was born half dead
did they really want me here?
maybe they did.
so they could have a scapegoat.
or an example of how not to do things.
or an example of stupid.
My parents don't love me
and they never will.
I'll always be an obligation
and a financial burden.
Oct 4, 2025
Oct 4, 2025 at 10:57 PM UTC
my parents dont love me.
i was an accident.
a mistake.
concieved while they were drunk.
they love my siblings
all of them planned, beautiful, and smart
they could never do anything wrong.
in my parents' eyes.
maybe it's because they weren't prepared
for a second kid.
as they were the first,
third, fourth and fifth.
but not the second.
maybe it's my fault.
after all everything i do is wrong.
i cleaned it wrong.
i made it wrong.
i said it wrong.
and everything i do is bad.
my grades are bad.
my height is bad.
my hearing's bad.
maybe its because
they don't want a broken child.
depression. anxiety. autism.
SI. SH.
who could be more broken
compared to the others?
maybe they were relieved
when i was born half dead
did they really want me here?
maybe they did.
so they could have a scapegoat.
or an example of how not to do things.
or an example of stupid.
My parents don't love me
and they never will.
I'll always be an obligation
and a financial burden.
they say it all the time so it must be true.
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