I don't think you know what its like to actually miss someone
you used to say you missed me after a day without seeing me
I didn't miss you then, but i did want to be with you
Now its been 120 days and you don't miss me at all
i miss you more than ever and it breaks my heart
you were my drug and i was addicted
i know my addiction only lasted 1 month and 19 days
but i had the craziest high with you
in those 50 days
you gave me memories to last a life time
its been 2880 hours since my last high
i have never craved something so much in my life
like your love
you have me sitting here thinking about you
17 weeks later
you haven't even done anything to make me crazy about you
if i was ever actually addicted to drugs
i would never detox
i would constantly crave it and would eventually give in
it would drive me crazy like you drive me crazy
i cant get the taste of your lips off my mind
i need you
we used to joke around
and i said you were my sustenance
you said i was too
but i wasn't kidding
you became an important part of my life
i can live without you
but i don't want to
you make me so happy
and you challenged me to think about who i really was
i do admit that i didn't like who i was with you
but i think thats why i miss you so much
because you gave me a rush and made me live
i did things with you that i never in a thousand years wouldve imagined doing
we went on wild adventures
i was always living on the edge with you
worrying about getting caught
thats why it was so exciting
i became addicted to that feeling
now i'm back to my old boring life
i miss the old days
but i need to move on
i think i will stop craving your affection soon
if not tomorrow
then the next day
ill keep telling myself this until its true
don't worry about how i am
because i know you don't care
and when you find yourself missing me in the middle of the night
call me
and i won't answer
i will no longer give in to my addictions