Friends ain't **** but hell waiting to happen. And even tho you're gone, I'm doing just fine
You were like a chain wrapped around my throat
Tying me back to the places I hate most
And now that we're done
My mind can finally rest
No more kissing ***
I'm taking my life back
It seems so long ago
We were nothing but close
We never had a fight,
Cause we both hated our life
And now that I'm trapped between my dark and her light
You think I'm not good enough to keep in your life
So **** you, it's not your fault
**** me, what have I done
**** you, for not giving a ****
And **** myself for giving up on this quick
But the time has come for us to say goodbye
You'll still be in my heart, if you're not by my side
6 years later
What have we become
Desensitized to life
Cause we're so ******* numb
From trying to escape
The same hell we came from
So **** you, it's not your fault
**** me, what have I done
**** you, for not giving a ****
And **** myself for giving up on this quick
So now he's got your back
Yeah you're doing just fine
But you cannot forget all the pain left behind
I know your secrets
I understand your past
I can tolerate your anger
And I saved your **** life
Well I guess you saved mine
A million times too
And I never would have guessed
I wouldn't be lost without you
But I'm dead, I'm ******* dead
I owed you my life but you gave it right back
and now that you left,
I'll just take it myself
Ending this fight
with my own ******* hand
****
**** you
(I'm so sorry)
**** me
(I didn't want this to end)
**** you
But you don't even care
So I'm better off dead
Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 6:24 AM UTC
Friends ain't **** but hell waiting to happen. And even tho you're gone, I'm doing just fine
You were like a chain wrapped around my throat
Tying me back to the places I hate most
And now that we're done
My mind can finally rest
No more kissing ***
I'm taking my life back
It seems so long ago
We were nothing but close
We never had a fight,
Cause we both hated our life
And now that I'm trapped between my dark and her light
You think I'm not good enough to keep in your life
So **** you, it's not your fault
**** me, what have I done
**** you, for not giving a ****
And **** myself for giving up on this quick
But the time has come for us to say goodbye
You'll still be in my heart, if you're not by my side
6 years later
What have we become
Desensitized to life
Cause we're so ******* numb
From trying to escape
The same hell we came from
So **** you, it's not your fault
**** me, what have I done
**** you, for not giving a ****
And **** myself for giving up on this quick
So now he's got your back
Yeah you're doing just fine
But you cannot forget all the pain left behind
I know your secrets
I understand your past
I can tolerate your anger
And I saved your **** life
Well I guess you saved mine
A million times too
And I never would have guessed
I wouldn't be lost without you
But I'm dead, I'm ******* dead
I owed you my life but you gave it right back
and now that you left,
I'll just take it myself
Ending this fight
with my own ******* hand
****
**** you
(I'm so sorry)
**** me
(I didn't want this to end)
**** you
But you don't even care
So I'm better off dead
This is actually a song I wrote for a metal band I was in. It's about a huge fight I had with my best friend of 7 years. We resolved most of the issues now though.
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