right now
if there is a rhythm
inside my head
that reverberates
that resonates
there is nothing more
than words that say
how much i so want
to have something
someone
without any repercussions
seen or unseen
to be able to hold something
someone
without being scared
without being ashamed
to be able to look around
and see
and not see
to be able to see
that there is only me
and not to see
things that are not there
but i know that are
that has been
that will always be
to be able to tell to myself
that i can wait
i can wait for anything
and that i will accept
and to accept that while i wait
maybe
the only thing that i will have from now
until the end of this waiting game
is indeed what i only have
what i will always be entitled to have
which is now
but never tomorrow.
i would like so much
to say
that we are halves
and that we make a whole of each other
but sometimes
it’s better when i just close
my eyes, my mind
all the time
with all the time that you can
with all the time that we can.