Days blurred into seasons,
and somehow… I reached twenty-two.
No pride.
No sense of arrival.
Only a weight in my chest
that won’t lift.
I look back
for meaning—
for anything that says I lived.
But I find nothing.
Time moves.
I don’t.
They become.
I remain.
I chose a path
they warned me about—
a dark forest
I thought I could cross.
But the light left
a long time ago.
And every step
only takes me deeper.
I was meant to become something…
instead,
I’m searching for what’s left of me.
Time slips.
I sink.
And somewhere along the way,
I became a burden—
on them…
and on myself.
Now, at twenty-two,
I wonder…
was there ever a way out,
or was I just
getting lost
all along?