pancakes started my rugged day,
I quit hittin' the hay,
roughly around 10am.
I refused High Focus,
and wondered why
the medication the
prescribed was so
blah.
I know why,
but we keep these
things to ourselves.
Once I took my headphones
out, I began to hear
the blasphemy
around me.
The man at the library,
talking business,
taking business.
Telecon, christmas shopping,
Mr. Walker dead too
young.
And as I sit in these
seats once again,
the same I sat in when
the SAT's were the only
importance to me,
I wonder where I was.
So I took off on
Mama's crossroads
road bicycle.
It felt good,
gosh it felt great.
One stop on the narrow's
at a waterfall to fly back to
a blackout and memory lane.
Over the Delaware,
away from NJ,
take me to PA.
One stop at the homestead
for a buck-fifty coffee
fix and a few chapters
from On the Road.
Thanks, Jack.
I needed those laughs.
So I carry on,
on the toe-path
along the canal.
Some circles
and squares to remind
me of hopscotch,
or maybe a sign.
A light up of an American
Spirit, and I can never
seem to escape everyone
when I'm on the run.
Passer-by's,
a woman and her Labradors,
a handsome man with shades,
a blonde, gelled, comb-over,
and a cell phone to the ear in one
hand.
oh, and ME, the smoker
on the cycle.
I know I said those packs
were my last, but really,
I've hit rock bottom,
a broke rock bottom,
and this pack is
surely my last.
So I made it over the
Delaware, searching for
a treasure hunt.
The Frenchtown Market,
was beat, so I peddled
on Rt.12 and made it
to Chris's Citgo-
if you care to know.
Made it to the center
of great-gasoline
smells, and found my
treasure hunt.
In fact, the generous man
gave me two.
Pedal to the metal,
click-clack the sound of
metal banging from
something, hitting
something, on a bike
I can't call my own.
I continue on Rt.12
and pass by the dead
deer, a water break,
here and there.
Hot sweat, cold sweat,
de-layer, zipper up.
The fake flowers,
a compliment,
a pretty hint,
that some one maybe
loves me.
And I keep my eyes
fixated on what is
in front of me-
a car passes,
I LOVE YOU
writes the handwriting
on a white vehicle.
So, pedal to the metal,
I carry on towards
the library,
to a place I feel
safest.
No intentions of even
renting a thing-
except maybe Lolita.
However, finish what I start,
can't seem to do that so
easily these days.
Ohh, but I'd like to.
That's a start.
A quick stop,
for a quick slice,
and the time to skim the
Treasure Hunt.
Oh a beautiful day,
I made it from start
to finish.
I'm sorry I can't
seem to do as you say,
and the options,
and choices,
they really do slay.