Tonight I am scared
I hear voices
They dont like me
Tonight I think about all my insecurities
The things I’ve done to be loved
The lengths I would go to feel wanted
Tonight I soak myself in hot water
Hoping to drown out the regrets I hold
Blinding myself from reality with steam
Tonight I pull the covers over my head flushing out the rays of light that are supposed to comfort me
Tonight I look at the moon
I wonder how many people are like me
Whoever is just know I’m sorry
Tonight I took one step forward
And a million steps back
I took my pills to sleep
Tonight I relapsed
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 6:02 AM UTC
Tonight I am scared
I hear voices
They dont like me
Tonight I think about all my insecurities
The things I’ve done to be loved
The lengths I would go to feel wanted
Tonight I soak myself in hot water
Hoping to drown out the regrets I hold
Blinding myself from reality with steam
Tonight I pull the covers over my head flushing out the rays of light that are supposed to comfort me
Tonight I look at the moon
I wonder how many people are like me
Whoever is just know I’m sorry
Tonight I took one step forward
And a million steps back
I took my pills to sleep
Tonight I relapsed
Relapsed
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