You’re a vault right
I ask, hoping that through all of the ugliness and toxicity that our trust still stands
That all those nights in our shoebox of an apartment
Filled with whispered secrets and hidden desires
The adventures and moments too sacred to share
The things I only felt with you
Mean something
That even though our love
Has turned into something unrecognizable
Stoic expressions cold like ice
Tears and anger
Loss
I still see you behind it all
And I believe that no matter what
I can trust you
Maybe that’s naive
But I would rather be naive than
Apathetic
Thoughtless
Cold (like you)
It turns out
The vault was a house of cards
You toppled it
I was stupid to still trust you
Because in the ugliest of times
You turned ugly too.
Dec 16, 2022
Dec 16, 2022 at 4:32 PM UTC
You’re a vault right
I ask, hoping that through all of the ugliness and toxicity that our trust still stands
That all those nights in our shoebox of an apartment
Filled with whispered secrets and hidden desires
The adventures and moments too sacred to share
The things I only felt with you
Mean something
That even though our love
Has turned into something unrecognizable
Stoic expressions cold like ice
Tears and anger
Loss
I still see you behind it all
And I believe that no matter what
I can trust you
Maybe that’s naive
But I would rather be naive than
Apathetic
Thoughtless
Cold (like you)
It turns out
The vault was a house of cards
You toppled it
I was stupid to still trust you
Because in the ugliest of times
You turned ugly too.