its been over a year
goodbyes were exchanged
love was pushed down
and our friendship
estranged
we still talked
still called each other
“best friend,”
yet it was only in name
no deep conversations like before,
no laughing until tears formed
just
talking
and yet one day
slowly
but
surely
you came back!
your bubbly personality
a smile that could end wars
and that gaze
oh those eyes
what i grew to love during all that time
finally returned
and we were friends again.
until you suddenly felt compelled
to confess to me once again
waves of emotions and heartbreak rushing through me
but i ignored
for i begged, pleaded with the heavens for just one more chance with you
for you to change
i thought that chance had finally come
but you are no different then you were then
too SCARED to do anything
too FRIGHTENED to text me
too CONCERNED to call me anything more
than just a friend
and now i sit here
in my bed
my heart broken once again
by a man
who i once called
my best friend
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 10:39 PM UTC
its been over a year
goodbyes were exchanged
love was pushed down
and our friendship
estranged
we still talked
still called each other
“best friend,”
yet it was only in name
no deep conversations like before,
no laughing until tears formed
just
talking
and yet one day
slowly
but
surely
you came back!
your bubbly personality
a smile that could end wars
and that gaze
oh those eyes
what i grew to love during all that time
finally returned
and we were friends again.
until you suddenly felt compelled
to confess to me once again
waves of emotions and heartbreak rushing through me
but i ignored
for i begged, pleaded with the heavens for just one more chance with you
for you to change
i thought that chance had finally come
but you are no different then you were then
too SCARED to do anything
too FRIGHTENED to text me
too CONCERNED to call me anything more
than just a friend
and now i sit here
in my bed
my heart broken once again
by a man
who i once called
my best friend
god i hate my life
