its been over a year
goodbyes were exchanged
love was pushed down
and our friendship
estranged
we still talked
still called each other
“best friend,”
yet it was only in name
no deep conversations like before,
no laughing until tears formed
just
talking
and yet one day
slowly
but
surely
you came back!
your bubbly personality
a smile that could end wars
and that gaze
oh those eyes
what i grew to love during all that time
finally returned
and we were friends again.
until you suddenly felt compelled
to confess to me once again
waves of emotions and heartbreak rushing through me
but i ignored
for i begged, pleaded with the heavens for just one more chance with you
for you to change
i thought that chance had finally come
but you are no different then you were then
too SCARED to do anything
too FRIGHTENED to text me
too CONCERNED to call me anything more
than just a friend
and now i sit here
in my bed
my heart broken once again
by a man
who i once called
my best friend
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 10:39 PM UTC
you were my stardrop
a taste of what i could only imagine
a celestial object is like
i was your sunshine
a glimmer of hope
in what you called “darkness”
for three short weeks it was like heaven
stardrop and sunshine harmonizing
and the universe rejoices
all it took was one collision
to destroy the balance
and **** in all the joy
now theres a black hole
swallowing me up from the inside
regretting every move i ever made
for i was your sunshine
and you were my stardrop
but never let two celestials collide
for a black hole will always form
swallowing all the light and life
from both lives
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 11:59 PM UTC
once again, mistakes were made
bridges burned, accounts blocked and hearts torn
i tried
i tried so hard to be everything perfect
yearny but not clingy
passionate but not carnal
excited but not eager
and what happened?
a mistake. one grave mistake.
i thought we were chill, i thought we were having fun, i thought you wanted it
you were eager, you were excited, you were everything i was. or so i thought.
but it all came crashing down the moment i stepped to far
maybe i should have paid more attention
maybe i should have checked in one more time
but you didnt communicate
you didnt say maybe, you didnt say no, you didnt say idk
you said yes
and i ran with it
and ran and ran until i realized i left you far behind
betraying your trust and angering you
im sorry i wasnt enough
im sorry i didnt pay more attention
im sorry for the mistakes that were made
i hope you can forgive my mistake one day
for you will stay in my heart
but im not so sure ill stay in yours
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 12:52 AM UTC