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I sit alone most nights abandoning all emotion asking myself why did he do this to me... I ask myself every night as the darkness engulfs my brain... As I lie awake at night to prevent the nightmares from taking over I ask myself so many questions... Oh Yes my dearest reader I ask myself so many horrible Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey located so deep within my soul? I have thoughts that fill my brain with darkness Poisoning it with toxic thoughts... Destroying it with the memories…… Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey Located so deep within my soul? I remember how His tongue was sharp with the words he said How his words stung like the killer wasp of Africa I remember everything he said Each word cutting my soul like a blade Why did his mouth degrade me so? I remember the abuse How his His tongue buried deep inside me It was like a maggot burrowing into rotting flesh I remember it all Why did his mouth degrade me so Again I lie awake As I trace the lines on my skin left by his fingers I remember every touch Every bruise he left behind I remember it all I remember the pain and the stress I remember the agony of being trapped under his touch and yet all I could bring myself to say was Why did he degrade me so?
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May 26, 2021
May 26, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
The Broken Soul Of A Survivor
I sit alone most nights abandoning all emotion asking myself why did he do this to me... I ask myself every night as the darkness engulfs my brain... As I lie awake at night to prevent the nightmares from taking over I ask myself so many questions... Oh Yes my dearest reader I ask myself so many horrible Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey located so deep within my soul? I have thoughts that fill my brain with darkness Poisoning it with toxic thoughts... Destroying it with the memories…… Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey Located so deep within my soul? I remember how His tongue was sharp with the words he said How his words stung like the killer wasp of Africa I remember everything he said Each word cutting my soul like a blade Why did his mouth degrade me so? I remember the abuse How his His tongue buried deep inside me It was like a maggot burrowing into rotting flesh I remember it all Why did his mouth degrade me so Again I lie awake As I trace the lines on my skin left by his fingers I remember every touch Every bruise he left behind I remember it all I remember the pain and the stress I remember the agony of being trapped under his touch and yet all I could bring myself to say was Why did he degrade me so?
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ArtLove16
May 26, 2021
May 26, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
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