I sit alone most nights
abandoning all emotion
asking myself why did he do this to me...
I ask myself every night
as the darkness engulfs my brain...
As I lie awake at night to prevent the nightmares from taking over
I ask myself so many questions...
Oh Yes my dearest reader
I ask myself so many horrible
Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey
located so deep within my soul?
I have thoughts that fill my brain with darkness
Poisoning it
with toxic thoughts...
Destroying it
with the memories……
Why did his fingers reach for the forbidden honey
Located so deep within my soul?
I remember how His tongue was sharp with the words he said
How his words stung like the killer wasp of Africa
I remember everything he said
Each word cutting my soul like a blade
Why did his mouth degrade me so?
I remember the abuse
How his His tongue buried deep inside me
It was like a maggot burrowing into rotting flesh
I remember it all
Why did his mouth degrade me so
Again I lie awake
As I trace the lines on my skin left by his fingers
I remember every touch
Every bruise he left behind
I remember it all
I remember the pain and the stress
I remember the agony of being trapped under his touch
and yet all I could bring myself to say was
Why did he degrade me so?
May 26, 2021
May 26, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
It says in the Bible
That killing is a sin
And that A person's a person
no matter their skin
We are all sinners
We all die in the end
Except in this world
Where we are expected not to break
so we bend
The world's gone to hell
now nothing's okay
People are dying
Women getting ***** every day
children are being shot dead
Left alone without a friend
But We turn a blind eye
because it's easier to pretend
You are told to say
none of this matters
Since it doesn’t affect me
as a soldier lays homeless
dying in at your feet
The worlds went to hell
long ago
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 10:24 AM UTC