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I’m so madly in love with you I just want you to love me too You say you do Just please, Render it true. I can’t survive without you When we fight I turn so blue You don’t understand No, you never do Just the word “Bye” Makes me cry for hours over you I know these are just words Simply written in text If you could just see the hurt and the tears Running down my neck The make-up smeared In lines down my face You’ll never hear my cries You’re hundreds of miles away You’re my knight in shining armor Though you don’t believe this case I care way too much I cling to you So there’s no space No space between us So we’re face-to-face If only this were true It’s just a matter of days Until I take my life With this pile of blades I’m coming home my darling Just please understand I love you way too much I can’t withstand These days without you Holding my hand I’m coming home my love This I have planned I’m coming to see you Just promise, you’ll hold my hand. I hate all this fighting Because we’re apart I’m coming home, I’m coming home. Together, we can mend our hearts. I’m sorry For the days we fight Just the thought of you leaving Makes me cry in the night My passion for you Could never be for another I will love you Like no other So even though We have our ups and downs We’ll work things out And get around The pain in our hearts Don’t make a sound Just think of me in the night, then lie on the ground. Look at the moon And stare at the stars Think of me and know That I’m not too far I’ll love you forever Just don’t forget me Because even now I’m still in need Of your care and your touch I forget And I can’t see If there’s any good left in me Just don’t let go If you still care Cause my skin is thin And I’m so scared I don’t want to lose you But I hate the air I don’t deserve to live And I can’t be there I can’t be there and stay by your side Even though I fantasize About one day Being your bride. And even though you don’t want me I just wish that you could see What you really do to me I try so hard to be happy Because you said that you were Proud of me Proud of me for staying clean When all I see is filth in me And even as I hold these blades, I think of you and I feel ashamed. You keep me strong While I’m going insane I really wish you felt this way And I pour my heart out day after day, Hoping soon you’ll see the pain Believing the tears rolling down my face Knowing I love you And that my heart breaks Every moment that you’re away I write these words No matter what you say I’ll love you the same Either way Even if And when You push me away I’ll say, “Okay.” Cause I love you And if that’s what will make you happy Then okay. I’ll still keep loving you day after day. And I just hope you’ll feel the same Just love the girl That drove you away. She didn't mean it. She’s insane.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 2:36 AM UTC
Love Is Insanity
I’m so madly in love with you I just want you to love me too You say you do Just please, Render it true. I can’t survive without you When we fight I turn so blue You don’t understand No, you never do Just the word “Bye” Makes me cry for hours over you I know these are just words Simply written in text If you could just see the hurt and the tears Running down my neck The make-up smeared In lines down my face You’ll never hear my cries You’re hundreds of miles away You’re my knight in shining armor Though you don’t believe this case I care way too much I cling to you So there’s no space No space between us So we’re face-to-face If only this were true It’s just a matter of days Until I take my life With this pile of blades I’m coming home my darling Just please understand I love you way too much I can’t withstand These days without you Holding my hand I’m coming home my love This I have planned I’m coming to see you Just promise, you’ll hold my hand. I hate all this fighting Because we’re apart I’m coming home, I’m coming home. Together, we can mend our hearts. I’m sorry For the days we fight Just the thought of you leaving Makes me cry in the night My passion for you Could never be for another I will love you Like no other So even though We have our ups and downs We’ll work things out And get around The pain in our hearts Don’t make a sound Just think of me in the night, then lie on the ground. Look at the moon And stare at the stars Think of me and know That I’m not too far I’ll love you forever Just don’t forget me Because even now I’m still in need Of your care and your touch I forget And I can’t see If there’s any good left in me Just don’t let go If you still care Cause my skin is thin And I’m so scared I don’t want to lose you But I hate the air I don’t deserve to live And I can’t be there I can’t be there and stay by your side Even though I fantasize About one day Being your bride. And even though you don’t want me I just wish that you could see What you really do to me I try so hard to be happy Because you said that you were Proud of me Proud of me for staying clean When all I see is filth in me And even as I hold these blades, I think of you and I feel ashamed. You keep me strong While I’m going insane I really wish you felt this way And I pour my heart out day after day, Hoping soon you’ll see the pain Believing the tears rolling down my face Knowing I love you And that my heart breaks Every moment that you’re away I write these words No matter what you say I’ll love you the same Either way Even if And when You push me away I’ll say, “Okay.” Cause I love you And if that’s what will make you happy Then okay. I’ll still keep loving you day after day. And I just hope you’ll feel the same Just love the girl That drove you away. She didn't mean it. She’s insane.
If you don't love me, I'll find someone else who does.
#cutting#anger#confused#annoying#fights#apology#clingy#creepy#freak#distressed
SarahGillihan
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SarahGillihan
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 2:36 AM UTC
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