I was such a lonely person
And I had no distraction
I put on a face
For other’s satisfaction
My friends were fake
Was I a mistake?
And my name
Is Eleanor Rigby.
I am lost
Floating in a tin can
There’s no hope for survival
When people hear my words
My mind is gone
My mind is scattered like the stars
Still,
My eyes shine as bright as the sun
My heart feels blue
And there’s nothing you can do
And my name
Is Major Tom
Music is my soul
I am an eighth note
Bouncing along a musical staff
The guitar strings intertwine with my heart strings
I’ve got punk rocker vibes
I jam
I twist
I shout
And my name
Is Sheena
He loves me
The way he looks at me
In the moment
I mean everything
His thoughts
He’s confessed
And my name
Is Eileen
My support is endless
My love life brought me down
But my friends lift me up
When I found my one
My friends supported me
And my name
Is Jude
Take off the mask
Remove the disguise
Who am I?
You’re in for a surprise
I am the fixer.
The lover.
The keeper.
I am the ballet dancer
Graceful, yet vulnerable
I am 13, wide-eyed
And naive
I am 30, dealing with more
Than a kid should
Ever see
As time passes
You discover yourself
Become one with yourself
Love yourself
Or hate yourself
As time passes
You grow
Into a brand new being
As time passed
It’s almost as if
My brain said,
“I’ll have sadness
With a bit of
Happy on the side.”
But that has passed.
Time
Has passed.
My brain is
Eating up that
Happy side dish like
There’s no tomorrow.
Now I smile like
I don’t care.
I live in a world
So unaware
Of what lies ahead
And sometimes
Of what fell behind
And my name
Is Sarah.
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 6:39 PM UTC
He is my light,
my life, my soul.
He is my family
My partner
Unaccepted by my family
A long life choice
to sit by my side
Forever.
Strong as the wind
in the city of Chicago
His love falls unto me
like a tree falls in a forest
Without the timber scream
Silence
Secrecy
No one will know
No one will see
Sadness
Rushing through my mind
Once through him
His soul
Numb.
Disassociated
from life itself
Lost.
Where the darkness takes over
Darkness
The ventriloquist of his heart
Where the lack of
Dopamine
takes over the ability to
Sleep
Think
Feel
Anything real
What does the future bring?
Sitting at a desk
But now,
working.
Stress.
Dying stress
Living in the world of
Valoran
Waging the war of
Demacia and Noxus
When the real war is
against himself
Sister, brother, father, mother
He sits in their minds
but not in their world
Detached.
Afraid.
Games
work
bed.
Games
work
bed.
Games
work
bed.
The cycle continues.
Sitting in a photo booth
He stares at his whole world
His light,
His life, his soul.
I am his family
His partner
Loved by his family
A long life choice
To sit by his side
Forever.
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 6:34 PM UTC
Don't trust the girl with the blades in her hand
The cuts on her wrists
That you'll never understand
She's got stacks of bracelets
But don't be fooled
She'll cut you into pieces
And make you cry like you're in preschool
Don't trust the girl who tells you she's done
She'll rip out your feelings
One by one
She'll blow up
And display her wrath
You won't survive the aftermath
She's not planning on coming back
Don't get close or else you'll crack
She will always be hellbent
On killing herself
Leaving your heart with a dent
So don't trust the girl with the blades in her hand
Tell her why
And she'll understand.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 2:10 AM UTC
I hate myself
I need to die
For all that I can do
Is cry
Create the storm
That rips apart
Bit by bit
My broken heart
My broken soul
My broken start
My broken mind
My broken heart
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
Screaming in pain
Screaming in blame
Screaming in fear
Screaming your name
Screaming through water
As Poseidon grabs my neck
Silently choking
As I breathe my last breath
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
You pushed me down
You made me cry
You made me wonder
“Why, why, why.”
Am I a fighter
That’s still in need?
Or am I the monster
You’ve made me out to be?
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
The pain
Inside my brain
Is slowly driving
Me insane
I still can’t see
What leads
The way
I might be leaving you
Today
Although I might be gone
Please know I won’t be long
We’ll meet again one day
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
I’m screaming
I’m crying
I feel like I’m dying
I feel like flying
To some other place
Where no one judged
Due to gender
Or race
Where ****** preference
Did not mean disgrace
Religion would be stupid
And looks would be gone
Money would be worthless
A perfect world,
Filled with hope?
Nope.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
The scars on my heart
They seem so real
But maybe it’s less
Than what I feel
It’s been manifested
Into something more
It’s shot me down
Right in the core
Of my darkened heart
I feel so numb
I’m cold inside
I sit in bed
I sit and cry
I scream your name
Out to the sky
Save me now
Before I die
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
I want to drop
The pain that won’t stop
Because one day
It might **** me
I wish I was dead
Yet it’s all in my head
These demons inside
Are still me.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC