like thick rain pouring down
streams pooling into rivers as they flow down the mountain
being in love is like drinking the poison
letting the sickness seep into your veins
feelings your organs change
as your heart starts beating for more than one body
as your soul starts sharing itself with another
falling out of love is different
maybe that's because i was pushed
leaving you behind is like closing your eyes
try not to peek but the sense of urgency is creeping
i cover them but everytime i blink
i see you standing there
i see us dancing through this pain
i see your face start to strain
as you realize im never going to change
as you realize you can't stay
i see your name
in street signs
hear your voice as im switching trains
i feel your breath on my neck
as i board the subway
smell your skin on my sheets right before doing my laundry
i sense your need for change
endless chasing of timelines
i wish i could see how it'd end
if things had gone different
i wish i could see how i'd begin
to be what i've been missing
i remember the good times
the laughs and the kisses
surprise trips to the beach
locked hands and biting teeth
i remember the passion
insane
red hot like a furnace
i should have learned to stay away from the flames
oh but how i loved that slow burn
but your path had to turn
and now i feel traces of you
endless skies dotted red across blue
i want to forget your face
every inch of my body you traced
i need to lose track of the memories
i need to remember the bad
all the tears and the fights
all the goodbyes and let goes
those times i felt us die
even before you told me to go
i guess its easier to think of all the things that went right
because letting go of the past is like saying goodnight
without knowing if there will ever be the morning light
i guess this is me admitting
that i didn't get over you
i just kept moving through
the endless highways of you
to reach the final destination
of me being whole
without you
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 12:21 AM UTC
like thick rain pouring down
streams pooling into rivers as they flow down the mountain
being in love is like drinking the poison
letting the sickness seep into your veins
feelings your organs change
as your heart starts beating for more than one body
as your soul starts sharing itself with another
falling out of love is different
maybe that's because i was pushed
leaving you behind is like closing your eyes
try not to peek but the sense of urgency is creeping
i cover them but everytime i blink
i see you standing there
i see us dancing through this pain
i see your face start to strain
as you realize im never going to change
as you realize you can't stay
i see your name
in street signs
hear your voice as im switching trains
i feel your breath on my neck
as i board the subway
smell your skin on my sheets right before doing my laundry
i sense your need for change
endless chasing of timelines
i wish i could see how it'd end
if things had gone different
i wish i could see how i'd begin
to be what i've been missing
i remember the good times
the laughs and the kisses
surprise trips to the beach
locked hands and biting teeth
i remember the passion
insane
red hot like a furnace
i should have learned to stay away from the flames
oh but how i loved that slow burn
but your path had to turn
and now i feel traces of you
endless skies dotted red across blue
i want to forget your face
every inch of my body you traced
i need to lose track of the memories
i need to remember the bad
all the tears and the fights
all the goodbyes and let goes
those times i felt us die
even before you told me to go
i guess its easier to think of all the things that went right
because letting go of the past is like saying goodnight
without knowing if there will ever be the morning light
i guess this is me admitting
that i didn't get over you
i just kept moving through
the endless highways of you
to reach the final destination
of me being whole
without you
