Ive done it again
Let imaginary love scare me away
At the end of the day it was early still,
And its my lack thereof that got you.
Truth is i wont let myself commit,
The little story in my head where im happy never plays out to the end.
I know you couldnt wait forever,
Keep letting me close with no notions of whats to come.
My silence fed your doubts about yourself, why doesnt he see me in his life outside of now?
Truth is i dont know,
My lonliness isnt aware of its transience.
My affection is camouflaged in lustful waves.
Im scared to let myself go.
Im scared to trap you in.
Thoughts that grow from a scarred heart are misshapen and tough.
I know if youd seen the real me,
It wouldnt have been enough.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 7:03 AM UTC
Ive done it again
Let imaginary love scare me away
At the end of the day it was early still,
And its my lack thereof that got you.
Truth is i wont let myself commit,
The little story in my head where im happy never plays out to the end.
I know you couldnt wait forever,
Keep letting me close with no notions of whats to come.
My silence fed your doubts about yourself, why doesnt he see me in his life outside of now?
Truth is i dont know,
My lonliness isnt aware of its transience.
My affection is camouflaged in lustful waves.
Im scared to let myself go.
Im scared to trap you in.
Thoughts that grow from a scarred heart are misshapen and tough.
I know if youd seen the real me,
It wouldnt have been enough.
Thoughts on insecurity and ending relationships early because of them