Dreams of you haunt my reality. This is my duality. I think of you in disdain. I want to crash my mental plane. The memory of you causes me apathy. Wallowing and drowning in self agony. I want you to release your toxic grip on my mind. Myself anew I want to find. I see you in the same dream. We always talk there, it tears at my seams. What does it all mean? I just want to be free.