They tell us run for your dreams
They'll take you somewhere
I need to go there
Dreams are now not good enough
then again they never were
I feel alive
I feel alive when i'll see her
so today I'm dead
tomorrow also
If i never see her i'll be murdered
It won't be self harm
Iv'e been strong before
look at me now
i'm weak
I'm a freak in the eyes of god
There is no god because of this torture
I'll make sure she stays happy
She won't realize it though
she won't be able to tell
My mind is a blockade
I block everything i can
But it will all come through
and I will want to die
i know it will hit me
but for now i can only wait
Dreamers tell us if you see something go all for nothing
what if you love something in your dreams
what if she doesn't want you
what if she does she just doesn't say so
I'll never be able to tell
She is my distant dream
A memory to me now
i won't give up on her
when she gave up on us
But we'll be ok
we can be happy for now
the ultimate pursuit of happiness
I wonder if she'll get what I'm saying
Iv'e lost my train of thought before i even wrote this
This is my heart speaking please leave no message
i have a short memory
I think i'll be done when this lifetime is ready to end
Rather she is with me hand in hand
or i will walk alone wondering what could have happened
I will have loved her
and i will always love her