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I don't want to cry tonight I don't want to hate myself tonight I don't want to hurt tonight I don't want to die inside tonight Depression Self hate Paranoia Dying inside The tears won't fall The hate won't stop The fear won't fade The feeling won't leave Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend choking back a sob Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend judging myself Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend fearing the others Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend dead Tomorrow is when I spend the day with friends Tomorrow is when I spend the day with family Tomorrow is when I spend the day one year older Tomorrow is my birthday I don't want to silently cry while my friends are asleep I don't want to grab the razor and drag it across my skin while my family is asleep I don't want to fear a new day while the world is asleep I don't want to die while the night is new Please for tomorrow stop the tears Please for tomorrow stop the judging Please for tomorrow stop the fear Please don't let me die tomorrow I'll be thirteen tomorrow I'll be thirteen on July 25th I'll be thirteen at 3:30PM I'll be fine tomorrow, Right?
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:51 AM UTC
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I don't want to cry tonight I don't want to hate myself tonight I don't want to hurt tonight I don't want to die inside tonight Depression Self hate Paranoia Dying inside The tears won't fall The hate won't stop The fear won't fade The feeling won't leave Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend choking back a sob Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend judging myself Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend fearing the others Tomorrow is the day I don't want to spend dead Tomorrow is when I spend the day with friends Tomorrow is when I spend the day with family Tomorrow is when I spend the day one year older Tomorrow is my birthday I don't want to silently cry while my friends are asleep I don't want to grab the razor and drag it across my skin while my family is asleep I don't want to fear a new day while the world is asleep I don't want to die while the night is new Please for tomorrow stop the tears Please for tomorrow stop the judging Please for tomorrow stop the fear Please don't let me die tomorrow I'll be thirteen tomorrow I'll be thirteen on July 25th I'll be thirteen at 3:30PM I'll be fine tomorrow, Right?
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:51 AM UTC
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