i want to scream
i want to cry
i want to breakdown
i want to kick
i want to throw
why are we back
to the nonsense no one believes
why are we back
to the threats
the violence
the unfair trial
and the lack of respect
i thought we were getting better
i thought we had finally fixed it
i was wrong
and i am more mad
at myself
for thinking that anything would get better
you don't understand
you're not hearing me out
you're shutting me down
and i don't know what to do
why am i to blame
for someone else's doing
why am i the one to be
screamed at
threatened
cursed at
and why am i the one to be
here
i don't want to be here
i want to run away
and leave
like a rebellious teenager
trying to figure out
who they are
but I'm not a teenager
and I'm not
typically rebellious
i know
who i am
i go by the rules
test the small ones
always try to please
and never disrespect
so why
why am i being kicked out of my own house
that I've lived in my entire life?
because
because my dad's girlfriend left ***** pots by the sink
and i didn't clean them.
i was not asked to clean them
it was not my mess
it had nothing to do with me
i didn't even see them
because i was not even home
but my dad is kicking me out
because i didn't do the ridiculous
Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 12:40 AM UTC
i want to scream
i want to cry
i want to breakdown
i want to kick
i want to throw
why are we back
to the nonsense no one believes
why are we back
to the threats
the violence
the unfair trial
and the lack of respect
i thought we were getting better
i thought we had finally fixed it
i was wrong
and i am more mad
at myself
for thinking that anything would get better
you don't understand
you're not hearing me out
you're shutting me down
and i don't know what to do
why am i to blame
for someone else's doing
why am i the one to be
screamed at
threatened
cursed at
and why am i the one to be
here
i don't want to be here
i want to run away
and leave
like a rebellious teenager
trying to figure out
who they are
but I'm not a teenager
and I'm not
typically rebellious
i know
who i am
i go by the rules
test the small ones
always try to please
and never disrespect
so why
why am i being kicked out of my own house
that I've lived in my entire life?
because
because my dad's girlfriend left ***** pots by the sink
and i didn't clean them.
i was not asked to clean them
it was not my mess
it had nothing to do with me
i didn't even see them
because i was not even home
but my dad is kicking me out
because i didn't do the ridiculous
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