I have lost my mind
this is not hyperbole
I am suffering
I have lost control
I am in a twister of doubt
I do not know who to call
I am alone
there are no ears at the door
nobody knows to be concerned
I wear armor everyday
My armor does not crack in public
it is hard metal
my tears have remained invisible
yes, believe I am clenching my jaw and my fists
I am holding on for dear life
you told me it was worth living...
barren friendships
love lost
my armor is still on
I sob under my blanket
alone like a child
I do not want you to see my pain
I am afraid to tell you why it hurts