The blue is the middle.
The battle.
The anti coherent existence.
I’m supposed to watch it from a distance,
separate myself through persistence.
I am unable.
The Blue is my watershed, and loud,
Red left and Green right war at the peak
while the pull from the left is strong.
A rolling storm cloud thick from behind,
I look toward the Green, for the light,
to your face, and the reflection in
your eyes tells me what I already know.
It is gaining.
I cannot escape it.
A tidal wave,
an avalanche,
the day before the flu.
The first pang of a kidney stone.
That moment between banging
your knee on a desk and the arrival
of the pain.
A slight delay but
most definitely inevitable.
I am not supposed to be IT.
The darkness is its own entity.
IT
is of itself and not me,
But it tells me it is me
and it is quite convincing.
Without further progress
I am convinced I'll need an exorcism.