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Am I Being Rude?

Sir

Jerome

Mrs

Michael

Miss

Lucy

Mister

Wendy

Ma'am

Kate

 

I hear all these names at once

I hear all these things at once

I can hear everything

 

A glass just shattered

It was loud for them

It was louder for me

 

Don't be rude!

 

"I need to get some more raspberries tomorrow-"

"Remember Harry's anniversary is next week-"

 

All these words combined

Making me lose my mind

 

"I need to get- Harry's anniversary is  next week-"

" remember- some more raspberries tomorrow-"

 

I'm shaking

I'm being stared at

I can't see

But I know they're staring

Don't take pity

I'm used to it

 

There's a woman touching me

She's touching my shoulder

She's speaking in a 'can I help you ma'am?' voice

But I can't hear what she's saying

It's under-

 

"Get a chair!"

 

Water

 

I see her again

She's rubbing my back

I think I'm screaming

I can hear screaming

I don't know if it's me

It doesn't sound like me

But it also sounds like me

 

"What's up with her?"

"Don't be rude!"

 

The room blurs.

It fades.

Everything fades.

Then I'm outside.

The woman is still there.

She's still speaking in that stupid voice.

I wanna tell her that I'm not a toddler.

But I do appreciate what she did.

So I decide not to be rude

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Written by
isthisreality
Non-binary / somewhere out there
Published
Oct 1, 2018
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Tags
#autism#meltdown#panic#attack#social#party
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