Sometimes I think,
oh it’s not that bad.
And then I remember,
I have been “sad” almost
every day of my life.
I am a rain cloud,
if I were a care bear I would
be grumpy bear.
The depression has eaten
so much of my brain,
I can’t remember anything,
it took my personality,
my ability to speak.
But god damnit I’m so tired
of it.
I’m bored.
This character sucks,
I want a redo.