I saw you today,
we spoke
and as we spoke you mentioned his name
with the brightest most, exuberant smile
and I died inside.....
Fleeing your presence like a sinner scorned,
I disappeared into the charcoal hue of the cold shadows of
an endless hallway,
fearing you might hear the echoing sobs and the saddest tears
I cried for you.
I prayed that very moment that my breaking heart might
stop its steady beat,
for my soul wanting for your love ached in the stabbing cancer
of defeat.
My starving heart bleeds tears of blood that flood my
fading soul,
drowning all emotions it may hold.
Your captive image within my thoughts is all that remains,
as I remain hopelessly blinded by the haze of my undying
love for you,
alone in complete darkness,
dreamless,
without you.......