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This is a nice walk. Good job I've gone Out and about I ate way too much today I need to burn that off Christ, my belly looks huge! OK, breathe in, breathe in I wonder what I'll have For tea tonight It'd better be something light I had a bar of chocolate last night I wonder how many calories I've left for the day What do My Fitness Pal say? 600. That's okay BUT It would be better To have less I'm at a party this weekend So I'll probably eat and drink More than I should I could just skip tea altogether? Wow, my thighs really rub together That's disgusting Yeah, I probably should (I definitely shouldn't wear shorts) I wonder what I'll do tonight Maybe go for a run? I'm tired from last night's, but I'll be happier once it's done I look disgusting In everything right now Maybe it'll help me be A little trimmer for that party? Oh God, that person's looking at me I bet they're judging My double chin OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO BREATHE IN. For God's sake Why can't I just be thin? There are too many people about I should have waited 'til it was dark My flab is less stark Less to remark on If people can't see properly It's OK, nearly home now ...That was a nice walk.
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Jul 29, 2020
Jul 29, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
Walks with my demon
This is a nice walk. Good job I've gone Out and about I ate way too much today I need to burn that off Christ, my belly looks huge! OK, breathe in, breathe in I wonder what I'll have For tea tonight It'd better be something light I had a bar of chocolate last night I wonder how many calories I've left for the day What do My Fitness Pal say? 600. That's okay BUT It would be better To have less I'm at a party this weekend So I'll probably eat and drink More than I should I could just skip tea altogether? Wow, my thighs really rub together That's disgusting Yeah, I probably should (I definitely shouldn't wear shorts) I wonder what I'll do tonight Maybe go for a run? I'm tired from last night's, but I'll be happier once it's done I look disgusting In everything right now Maybe it'll help me be A little trimmer for that party? Oh God, that person's looking at me I bet they're judging My double chin OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO BREATHE IN. For God's sake Why can't I just be thin? There are too many people about I should have waited 'til it was dark My flab is less stark Less to remark on If people can't see properly It's OK, nearly home now ...That was a nice walk.
#eatingdisorderawareness#mentalhealthawareness#bodyimage#selfworth#ramblings#voices
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Jul 29, 2020
Jul 29, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
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