People are making weird faces around me
Behind my back they are speaking feces about me
And they smear it on their walls
They talk in their π΄π¦π€π³π¦π΅ code
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The hand signals, the π¦π¦π³πͺπ¦ π¦πΊπ¦π΄
The words I barely hear
Words in the corner of their mouth
Their seemingly π€π°π―π΄π΅π’π―π΅ π§π¦π’π³
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No one's the same when I'm around
And I am π΄πΆπ³π¦ of it
It's quite telling what I have found
But forget about it. You π¬π―π°πΈ.
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How do I know you're not like them ?
You know the ππΊπ³πͺπ€π΄ to their songs
Would very well want to know but
All I ever feel is that I'm wrong
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Am I losing my mind ? Why
Aren't we all eventually
You don't inspire healthy thoughts, to me
ππ³π¦ πΊπ°πΆ π΄πΆπ³π¦ πΊπ°πΆ'π³π¦ π΅π©π¦π³π¦ ?
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I am so far removed from yous
That I might as well be batshit, to you
Is that a spider on the wall ?
What is looking at me through time ?
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Is that the feeling I might have hurt someone ?
I don't know why I'm so sorry
I don't believe I remember well
The last time around was extrasensory
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We can't access the memory
Of what has never been a fact
Silly me. The psychiatry.
Oh the inanity. The manipulation knows no bounds
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We're all wrong , but hey
"At least this other guy right there
Is way more wrong than me
I can afford to take a break for now right".
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You can't, π¦π·π¦π³, take a break
And death is a permanent state
Of being drastically tired of life
Not a break and no salvation
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ππ¦π·π¦π³π΅π©π¦ππ¦π΄π΄, if I got there
And did not manifest in a fraction
Of wet darkness at the bottom of some
Existentially forsaken mud pit....
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Considering an amoeba's
Probable take on existentialism
It's no wonder we're not in the mud pit anymore
We've always been chasing the light
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The illusion is so shallow
Drowns in poetic arrogance
Manifests a world in my mind
Then cuts my mind from it
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Why is the void still stealing my thoughts
I keep hiding them nowhere
They've been talking they've been watching
Sometimes even started thinking
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What at all do you think
With all you sanity, do you believe
That we are more than a blink ?
Well I'm keeping an eye on yous