My thoughts were divided,
myself were made into two.
I don't know what happened
between me and you.
I cling on you like I was a child,
longing for a mother's love.
I can't deny what I feel inside,
'coz I really think you are my love.
My life was shattered
when I remembered my past
My memories that were scattered
were returned to me at last!
When I came to you, I was hurt,
I was slapped by the truth.
That you can't remember me
No matter what I do.
My heart was crushed.
All I think about is you.
And I know it is rushed,
but I want you to acknowledged me too
If this is revenged, so be it
But remember, I don't want to quit
If I loose myself for you to remember, so be it
Afterall, being forgotten hurts a little bit.
---shakazaqui 11-27-17
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC
My thoughts were divided,
myself were made into two.
I don't know what happened
between me and you.
I cling on you like I was a child,
longing for a mother's love.
I can't deny what I feel inside,
'coz I really think you are my love.
My life was shattered
when I remembered my past
My memories that were scattered
were returned to me at last!
When I came to you, I was hurt,
I was slapped by the truth.
That you can't remember me
No matter what I do.
My heart was crushed.
All I think about is you.
And I know it is rushed,
but I want you to acknowledged me too
If this is revenged, so be it
But remember, I don't want to quit
If I loose myself for you to remember, so be it
Afterall, being forgotten hurts a little bit.
---shakazaqui 11-27-17
This was inspired by Lucy in Elfen Lied anime. Her life was so sad and I just can't bear to see her being accused of ruining everything. A person who just want to know her past, seeking love from the person he only knew. And yet,she was pushed away.
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