#animepoetry
Waking up with a ghost
The girl that matter to him the most
The bittersweet feeling he has
Can I mend his aching heart at last?
I came back not knowing why
Knowing he can see me, I must not cry
Maybe I just got an unfulfilled wish
Or I just want to eat a dish.
I tried to make my friends see me
For them to know I am here
But every time I tried, no result.
They don't believe Jinta, it's an insult.
I know my time is little
I found out our bonds turned brittle
Secret feelings make us scattered
And everyone in the group surrendered.
While I did my best to mend
Time running fast and it's the end
One last time I know what to do
To rescue my friends from their ego.
To fulfill my wish, now I know
All of them are okay, it's time to go
Tears running in everyone's eyes
Now I can say no more lies.
To Tsuruko, be gentle
To Yukiatsu, work hard
To Poppo, continue to be funny
To Anaru, always be wise
To Jinta, my love, thanks to you
I have proven to myself something
That even though I am dead
I still got that "I want to marry you".
---shakazaqui 12-6-17
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 10:00 PM UTC
My thoughts were divided,
myself were made into two.
I don't know what happened
between me and you.
I cling on you like I was a child,
longing for a mother's love.
I can't deny what I feel inside,
'coz I really think you are my love.
My life was shattered
when I remembered my past
My memories that were scattered
were returned to me at last!
When I came to you, I was hurt,
I was slapped by the truth.
That you can't remember me
No matter what I do.
My heart was crushed.
All I think about is you.
And I know it is rushed,
but I want you to acknowledged me too
If this is revenged, so be it
But remember, I don't want to quit
If I loose myself for you to remember, so be it
Afterall, being forgotten hurts a little bit.
---shakazaqui 11-27-17
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC